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my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts
this is actual hell
the whole day i was wishing someone would fucking shoot me
there is so much work
i won't finish by midnight
i don't care
i did enough
i want to personally thank the band members of a flock of seagulls
i listened to their damn space age love song like 20 times today, it just never got old and it helped me
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

update: this is the worst i've ever felt in my entire life. i can't even cry. i'm just devastated. i want to end life. but i'm not supposed to. and i won't. i just have to live, keep going. i feel awful.

update update 5/22: feeling better. this post is cringe