Gender Bouquet & Envy

pronouns

• they/them
• e/em
• ue/uem

bouquet

• genderflorist: someone w a gender collection/"bouquet"
• dykegender: related to lesbianism
• fixigender: related to hyperfixations
• anti-boy: https://nonbinary.wiki/wiki/Antigender
• maverique: https://gender.wikia.org/wiki/Maverique
• nonbinary: not male or female
• illusogender: http://www.mogaipedia.org/wiki:illusogender
• pendogender: https://gender.wikia.org/wiki/Pendogender
• genderfake https://gender.wikia.org/wiki/Genderfake

gender envy

• general
  • haruhi fujioka from ouran high school host club
  • https://vm.tiktok.com/ZS4QxtVT/
  • rei batsubami from kakegurui
  • https://vm.tiktok.com/ZSVoEB9Q/ [cw: cissexist]
  • https://vm.tiktok.com/ZSqYUmtG/
  • https://www.tiktok.com/@persimmonz/video/6906895399198493957
• voices [note: all of these are essentially the same. they're very similar in pitch and everything but they're all different voices. i include tons of examples because everyone sounds different! so i'm imagining my own voice & speech patterns as they are now, but within the same range/same gender as these voices.]
  • the voice that said "youre supposed to be my lab partner," https://vm.tiktok.com/ZSv55ex2/
  • english dub for rei batsubami [kakegurui]
  • https://vm.tiktok.com/ZSXG4JB9/
  • https://vm.tiktok.com/ZSVtp4LK/
    the look i'm going for
  • "is that a girl? i can't tell?" // this is how i feel about myself & i want to express this outwardly as well. i'd like to be able to pass as both a cis woman and as completely androgynous, depending on what i wear.
  • haruhi fujioka.. if she does nothing and exists in her natural state, everyone assumes shes a boy. BUT if she does as little as just. puts on earrings or somethin, ppl think shes a girl! so its very easy for her to do either one. same thing for rei batsubami, kinda. i know they're anime characters so its unrealistic but idc thats what i wanna be