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"Well, if it isn't Mr. Hotshot himself"
16 years old
United States
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I'm Leaving Myspace93 (back)

Well this isn't something I planned on, doing this on a whim actually.
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I feel like I'm following a trend. So many people have left in the last 2 months, specifically making blogs about it too, which makes me hate the timing for this. I actually planned to quit at 10k, I had everything ready and typed out that day. All I had to do was click send.
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I'll never be able to say everything I want to say in 1 blog but I'll try.
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When I first joined this website, I took it as a joke. just another way to spend time in class. I looked at this place like a game, and I wanted to win.
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But when people started friending me, I grew curious. there were unique pages with different personalities and people, all congregating together.
and I could see it all.
I wanted to see them all.
When everything shut down for quarantine I came back and spent more time here. I developed friendships with people. messing with my page and interacting was the best part. I was fascinated by how someone can visually personify their mind, their feelings, their person so well. I vividly remember the first day I made my account, clicking through the random tab and seeing pages like AOL, death_by_penis and Unseen. people like Bill and Nah Dude, Golden_lib. if I start listing them now I'll never stop. I remember so many profiles hooked me, I started a bookmark folder just for them, which at this point is far too large to share.
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it felt new. it felt exciting. it felt fresh.
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Now everyone here feels the same. the same 3 themes from paste bin or Github. The same likes, the same dislikes. the same songs. the same speech and style of typing. I liked this place because I never knew what I would find. Now I have to comb through hundreds of pages before finding someone unique or interesting.
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I loved the community.
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I didn't realize it at the time, but that is by far the thing I miss the most. I miss just knowing people. Now it's an endless sea of one-time log-ons and blank accounts destined to sit and collect dust, never knowing who or why. It's impossible to connect. Back then it felt like everyone knew everyone. We all had a voice. Now everyone is drowned out by an ocean of inactivity.
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I know this must sound crazy, ignorant and out of touch coming from someone like me. I've been the second most friended non-tom account since april 23rd 2020. It feels like before you were speaking to a crowd, now it's like speaking to a city. With a crowd there are few ears but everyone was heard. Now there are so many more ears to listen, but so few who will ever hear.
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‏‏‎So many of my friends have left. Gone in silence. Logging off for the last time, or leaving because they felt the same as I do now. And some I just don't know why. I think about that. I think about it a lot.
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maybe I flew too close to the sun. maybe I burned myself out. Too much of a good thing can be deadly.
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I will never forget any of the people I met here. Never. ‏‏‎ ‎
I think that's it. Time to log off.
I’ll be back in a week or so to check comments but then I think I’ll be gone for good.
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My biggest regret was trying too hard. I wanted to be an everyman, someone everyone would befriend. I spent too long trying to listen to others. Too long trying just to get a big number. I wish I had talked more openly and honestly on this website before. Just shared what I thought more.
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I had the 3rd biggest voice on the whole site and I never used it.

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Jaden Desmond

this is perfectly understandable my dude

Marsie uwu

i'm kinda sad to be honest. i hope this is your last return, or maybe not. idk. this will be epic if we really want to see you. •́ ‿ ,•̀


I think a last blog would be great happy ending even if it's short. We'll miss ya

Jaden Desmond

im not sure if i should make one last new blog. this one said i would come back around a week later, which would be the 5th, but i have school, then so decided one day early couldn't hurt. to be honest this was a very sad blog and i might make one much happier one as a final hoorah i guess. idk maybe

Jaden Desmond

wow, there were a lot of comments. thanks guys, they really do mean a lot to me. sadly unapproved blog comments cap out at 10 so anything sent before redkyoin's comment I wont see.

Jaden Desmond

Hi Jaden, I can understand why you want to move on. Thank you for all you have given to the community, you'll always be home here :) Good luck with your studies and future projects (your twitch channel is very cool!). I believe that 25 years from now, you'll be rich and famous.

Jaden Desmond

for anyone who wants to look ive saved my page on the wayback machine a few times. ill be moving my bio stuff to my about me blog too

Jaden Desmond

Instagram: @Jaden_Desmond but i'm grounded so don't expect me to respond anytime soon
Discord: Jaden Desmond#1318
Youtube: Jaden Desmond, Nicholas and Tyler Food Reviews
Email: Jadendesmond12@gmail.com (only made to share css but i might check it)
Facebook: have one but dont use it, only made it to get free gems in dragon city
Snapchat: have one but dont use it, snapchat is cringe
whatsapp : not giving out my phone number
Phone number: No