i guess i should tell u guyz about my favorite bands/bands i listen to (obviously they aren't all gonna be here) but anyways

-my chemical romance
-mindless self indulgence
-slipknot
-leathermouth
-frank iero and the future violents
-pencey prep
-frank iero and the celebration
-aberdeen
-falling in reverse
-system of a down
-mom jeans
-pierce the veil
-cyberbully mom club
-mccafferty
-crywank
-radiohead
-the cure
-joy division
-the velvet underground
-siouxsie and the banshees
-misfits
-breaking benjamin
-three days grace
-get scared
-nirvana
-blink 182
-fall out boy
-destroy boys
-bullet for my valentine
-marilyn manson
-rob zombie
-green day
-deftones
-neck deep
-simple plan
-good charlotte
-queen
-the beatles
-my bloody valentine
-sleeping with sirens
-bring me the horizon
-black veil brides

ok so like,, i rlly wanna start getting into vamp goth or romantic goth but like,, i don't know tooooo many goth bands. i've been part of a lot of other alternative subcultures but i kinda wanna learn more about vamp/romantic goth or just goth subcultuires in general cause i'm really into the look and so far i like all the music, just askin for any fashion tips and for band/song suggestions (:
~Bonez

So basically i got a job so thats fun. I had to dye my hair all black though cause the place doesn't accept unnatural colors in hair which sux but oh well :/ at least i'll have money. i'm thinking of saving up money for riot fest tickets this year so i could fuckin finally see my chem. also, i spent like,, almost 60 bucks last nite on a i brought you my bullets, you brought me your love cd. honestly it was fuckin worth it tho. i really wanna get the mcr revenge era jacket (the NJ murder scene one) but it's literally sooooo hard to find authentic ones that don't cost and arm and a leg. i also rlly wanna get the mcr venganza bulletproof vest with the usb flashdrive but they are literally SO HARD TO FIND and when u DO find them, they don't have the flashdrive :p also! I ordered the my chem rosary necklace from hot topic cause it's an online exclusive item that they're only gonna be selling for a little longer so i got it cause i'm trying to start collecting shit (:
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01/17/21

hey guyz,, watz up :3 today wuz kinda boring cause all i did was get dunkin donuts, but! im super excited to start my job so that i can finally start collecting mcr stuff and saving up for a car. i'm so excited cause i finally won't have to stress out about asking my parents for money cuz i won't have to! money trauma be like: no don't ask your parents for money,, what if you get evicted and become homeless again?!?! but anywayz i hope u guyz had a good day. tell me sumthin u did today if u wanna ^.^ and also,, u guyz should totally pm me!!! i need to start talking to people more often lol

01/23/21

i want a vamp gf/bf or a dog bf right now. do it or i'll cry. i just want a needy bf </3 anyways let me stop being whore knee on main that's embarassing.

01/29/21

so basically i got fucking fired because i was FOUR fucking minutes late to my orientation because my dad put in the wrong address when he was driving me there and then my boss was like "I already started the meeting, we'll catch up at a later time" and so i went home and then when i asked my manager if i was supposed to go to the orientation on wednesday she was like "no ma'am, unfortunately being late to orientation and not calling is just like doing that on your first day of work and that results in termination." like wtf dude. they knew it was my first job and that i don't have my license yet and that i'm new to this area and they just decide to fire me??? like ok bruv. it's whatever tho cause i applied to like,, three other places.

-gore/sexual topics/occasional venting is a trigger!!!
-you support are/you support MAPS
-ur transphobic, homophobic, racist, or anything of the sort.
-ur a bootlicker
-you used to make fun of alternative kids in your school and now think it's cool cause it's trendy :/
-you're into ddlg... god please,, s t a y a w a y (no, i'm not talking about age regressors, just the ddlg fuckers)
-you support tr*mp. i will kick the shit out of you.
-are over the age of 20 or under the age of 14 (especially if ur under 14 because i'm 16 and i talk about gore/sexual topics on my page)
-ur a performative activist :/
-you say "go they/them go!" "gentlethem" "m'theydy" "smol bean" "soft boi" y'all make me SICK y'all make me wanna bLEHHHHHH
-you make fun of babybats/new people in the scene who aren't just here for the trend and just don't know things cause they're getting started
-you're a spooky kid or "mallgoth" (i don't mean the style, this is literally just directed at spooky kids) ,,, yikes...
-you won't/don't respect neopronouns,, fuck off!
-you sexualize underage characters (idc if they're fictional,, they're still children)
-you can't respect my interests, favorite bands, etc. (most bands/artists in the alternative scene has said or done something offensive at some point. get the fuck over it. i'm not defending their words or actions, i'm just saying that i'm not gonna not listen to one of my favorite artists just because you think they're "controversial")
-you are prolife
-you support ICE and/or refer to undocumented people as "aliens" or "illegals". I'm fucking Dominican, i will not let that shit slide
-you like bob bryar or bryan starz.... seriously gtfo <3

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