I genuinely think I am making insane progress in terms of my mental health. I just feel like I've finally begun to shed the burdens and guards I placed upon myself when I was younger. I feel lighter these days. I don't have to fear that I will be abandoned again, and that is a revelation I haven't yet finished celebrating. don't get me wrong the world is still going to shit but at least I can control myself and continue to grow as a person.