writing exercise or whtvr

i will now describe my gender in an abstract way in relation to how they tie to my pronouns, for fun ig. i like to write and this is an excuse to do so lmao.

it/its
"being looked down upon the way a man looks at a pen or pencil that fell off the desk, about to pick it up."

he/him
"being 10 years old and going on a family field trip to a river or lake in the rural area outside of town on a sunday and staying there from 10/11 am to 5pm bc you have to leave early bc the highway isn't in the best conditions, and it's gonna get dark soon. you're excited bc tomorrow you get to go to school and talk to your friends abt going swimming."