full painting in a single brushstroke

i'm trying to do way too much at once. coming at css with no prior coding knowledge, trying to do a thousand things at once when i can't get the first idea out

i have this mentality with everything i try to learn: drawing, video editing, livestreaming. get your biggest and grandest idea out as soon as possible with no thought about anything else

not really a good mental thing to have

hard to undo a thing you've been doing your entire life, but i guess now is a good time to try and break that habit