4// missing.

yay i got caught AGAIN. this is like... third time that my mom yells at me for the same thing. i won't tell what is. but i just can't stop. the only motive i have to live is my 2 friends. but i can't. i just can't. im tired.
every week is the same thing. and i don't wanna even stand still...
but i wanna be alive! my head hurts from crying too much.
i have a house, i have a family, im not poor, i have a nice school, a pyschologist but... something is missing. and i don't know what.

something is missing.
something really big is missing.
missing.

i wanna die.