boy update

ok so i wont go see him this weekend (he lives in the city) bc of the bad timing.
the thing is that he told me if i would go next weekend and i said i would try to. But then i asked him when would he come where i live, to what he responded 'when there is something' referring to a party or smth.
BITCH WHAT? u telling me i will go intentionally to meet him, and he wont?
then fuck him. well i will fuck him yeah bc its just that but it pisses me off. a lot.

you know, nobody had treated me like him before, and even tho i know i shouldnt catch feelings, i cant avoid thinking about it.