help

i havent eaten in 2 weeks my mental health is detiriorating please i really need help i have no appetite im going to die from starvation my body is weak i cant walk my parents dont love me they ignore me they juts hate me i sould just rot in hell im an error why does everyone tell me i wasent supposed to be born i juts want to live i need frind nightmare nightmarenightmarenightmarenightmarenightmarenightmarebadpersonhelppleaseijutneedtobefxedplease why am i hated why do people jut leaveme and use me and then hurt me why am i an error please send help