hapybirth day to me happybirthday to me noone fucking remembered my birth day i want to kill myself why not even my parents remembered why im just really mad

Eighth wonder

Extra clever.
Earthbound spirit.
Ghost in the form, of a mongoose.
And I have hands.
And I have feet.
I'll never die, I am a freak.
Hello, I'm here, I'm living in the wall, I know I might be small, but I am a...
Freak.
Thou wilt never, know what I am.
I am the fifth dimension, and I'll split the atom.
And if you see me, you're paralyzed.
Pillar of salt, you're mummified.
Hello, I'm here, I'm living in the wall. I know, I might be small, but I am the eighth wonder.
And I was born, 1852.
And I was born, in India.
And I shall haunt, like the Buggane.
With such weird noise, and clanking chains.
Hello, I'm here, I'm living in the wall. I know I might be small, but I am a...
Freak.
I stay banished to underground.
Jim, let me go. I watch like Hell.
And I have hands, and I have feet.
I'll never die, I am a freak.
Hello, I'm here, I'm living in the wall. I know I might be small, but I am the eighth wonder.
Eighth wonder of the world.
You'll never get to see.
What in the name of God can I be?

haha when i change my song ill put more lyrics ig

i cant feel anymore everyone important in my life left me alone i have no friends no interests anymore my parents tell me im an error
i cant feel emocion anymore im not happy not sad just empty no love no happy no sad why why why why

i havent eaten in 2 weeks my mental health is detiriorating please i really need help i have no appetite im going to die from starvation my body is weak i cant walk my parents dont love me they ignore me they juts hate me i sould just rot in hell im an error why does everyone tell me i wasent supposed to be born i juts want to live i need frind nightmare nightmarenightmarenightmarenightmarenightmarenightmarebadpersonhelppleaseijutneedtobefxedplease why am i hated why do people jut leaveme and use me and then hurt me why am i an error please send help