S0 in 2022 in german we are taking a trip in the summer but the sad thing is that it c0st ab0ut 4,600 d0ll0rs t0 g0 and my family d0snt have much m0ney but i really want t0 g0... i kn0w i have a wh0le year but my m0ther will think ab0ut n0w and h0w much m0ney we have. I als0 have never been 0n a plane s0 that's a little scary because I can get paran0id. I think i might ask my m0m t0 let me get a j0b when im 15 s0 i can start saving up f0r the trip because I turn 15 this year s0 thank g0sh t0 that! I really want t0 g0 and I h0pe my m0m will let me because it is a 10 day trip s0metime in june of 2022!

(Not going to use my typing quirk) So lately me and my gf have been talking less. We still do talk but not as much a we used to. I feel like she is losing feelings and I am starting to overthink. I don't want to say anything because I am scared she might break up with me. I also have to keep in mind that she can't really express her emotions. I am scared she is going to fall for someone else. The thing that makes things worse is that we live very far apart so I can't see her in person. (yes I know that she is not a creep don't worry.) I don't know what to do and I don't want to break up with her. I am really really scared that she is losing feelings or she is just tired of me.

Update: we have been together for 2 months and that makes me happy because this is almost one of my longest and healthiest long distance relationship! I am also pretty sure this is her first ever relationship so i am making sure to show her what a good relationship is because as having your first toxic relationship as your first ever isn't to good i learned from experience