So I'm not gonna be active on my myspace for about a week- I promise I'll be back something just came up (pls don't hate me-) ok bye.

okay i'm gonna change my profile picture to myself soon. lmk because I get told we look alike so much-

my dad is a good man. most of the time, well... at least when he's around.

he's always at work while I'm left to fend for myself when my mom throws her temper tantrums. where were you last Monday when i ran away from home for 5 hours? Where were you the next morning when i overdosed and had to go to the ER? you were trying to support a family that was falling apart. funny thing is when you are around you just assume that mom is right and that I'm the horrible fucking child. I'm sorry that you and mom had me when you were 17 and 21 years old. but parents are supposed to love and support their children, make them feel like they can do anything.., like a fucking god. But you? you make me feel like I'm fucking worthless, like I'll never achieve my dreams.... and maybe you're right... but you're never there for me- why can't you just come home?? please...

// i made the desision to reject his request, don't mind me crying //

so my last boyfriend left me for a prettier girl and lied about it. Telling me that his parents were making him leave me to "soften the blow" i guess. idk, but now he's telling me, "he wants to give us another shot" making it seem like i was the reason he left me. to be fair i was kinda a dick to him after i found out he lied.... part of me wants to go back to him, say i forgive him, say i still love him and shit- but another part of me says he's just gonna leave me again... what do i do?

so my mom and i don't see eye to eye. it's not the typical "ew i hate my mom because i don't see that she loves me."
It's a "her passive-aggressiveness, and her stubbornness causes her to act like a fucking 2 year old and I deserve to be treated better." I am an empath, and having to deal with my emotions and oversensetive reactions to everything is a daily thing. So when someone comes and calls me names telling me i'm "fucking worthless and can't do anything right-" even though i should be old enough to understand that she's projecting her insecurities onto me I still break down into tears wondering why i'm such an intolerable human being-

(this was more of a tangent, sorry loves)

if i can get at least 1 person to tell me they wanna hear me sing I'll make the mp3 me singing <3

okokok- I might be a tad bit lonely-

guys don't hug enough. actually scratch that- i don't get enough hugs. lmao I'm lonely af. SOMEONE HUG ME-

<3

U is ugly

jk <3