so I went to my appointment with the psychiatrist on Monday and she sent me to do a neurocognitive exam to see if I had any sort of attention deficit or something of the sort

bro that test had my brain aching so much I had to repeat so many words and series of numbers back and forth I'm pretty sure I failed like a champ lol

entry 1:

i've been trying to shift for like a month??? now im not sure. obviously I took a rest in between each time that I tried but... I haven't been close except for the first time that I tried.

I think it's because I meditated the afternoon before trying to shift?! idk really. But the first time the I tried I had this kind of out of body experience?! it was so weird bc I saw kinda like a white like (and I have aphantasia so that's something) and I feel thingies all over my body to the point that I almost didn't feel my body. I think I was trying something similar to the raven method (ill explain the raven methods in another entry!)

however ive been trying for 3 days straight and so far I just managed to like say a lot of affirmations and kinda like fall asleep then kinda wake up again saying affirmations, so I guess it's a good thing that I have it so present ???

imma take a break for a few days and meditate to increase positive vibrations, maybe that'll help.

now that i think about it, there should be a way to archive blogs under like a folder with blogs that are related and you can name them what u want, it would be very cool and useful for my shifting diaries !

i literally can't choose a song for my mp3 player TT anyways... stan loona

finally figured out some css to make my page look good, now I just have to think of a good bio. i don't want anything too long though..

ok basically the reason for this is kinda like a compilation of info and things that happened while trying to shift realities, so things about methods I try, my script, things I do to increase positive vibration and other info that I can find.

oh btw I'm trying to shift to be in a sub-unit in NCT and date haechan lol wish me luck