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"I don't love you like I did yesterday"
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AHHH

AHHHH I GET TO GO TO THE HELLA MEGA TOUR!!! GREEN DAY, FALL OUT BOY, AND WEEZER ARE ALL PLAYING AHHHHHHH. THEYRE COMING TO DENVER AUGUST 25 ITS THE DAY RIGHT B4 MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYY

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gimme recommendations please โœ„

Hellloooo I need movie recommendations. i like movies a lot and i need more i have quite a list but movies are awesome.i'll put the movie i have already down so you don't recommend one on the list

movies:
-boys dont cry
-wild things
-the crush
-running with scissors
-the neon demon
-shutter island
-50/50
-baby teeth
-the curve
-twin peaks
-3 colors red
-run lola run
-the hole
-ginger snaps
-wanted
-the other lamb
-run
-cherry falls
loser: dare to be different
-this boys life
-how to talk to girls at partys
-afterschool
-kids
-i know what you did last summer
-august
-senseless
-white oleander
-palo alto
-ghost world

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my poems โœ„

She cried as she saw him
His hands stained with blood
On the walls, his face, everywhere
She spent her last breath looking
At the love of her life who had just killed her
But she wasnโ€™t mad, because it was out of love right ?
She loved him and she couldnโ€™t say mad.

-T

I feel I annoy you
Iโ€™m sorry
I love you so much i canโ€™t distance myself
But maybe i need toโ€ฆ
I donโ€™t believe in love but you make me feel that it really exists
Save me, please.
Or do I save you ?
Tell me before i lose you; tell me before everything goes wrong
I love you but it's wrong to love someone
Itโ€™s wrong of me to make you think iโ€™m a good person
Iโ€™m not a good person, I know I'm not...
Death is scary; but it's more scary knowing I could be the reason
You walk away...

-T

I watch as you used to dance in the rain, happy and carefree.
What happened to you and me ?
Did we grow up ? Are you sick of me ?
What can I do to make you feel betterโ€ฆ
I feel weak without you...please help me
I wonder as to why you ever stayed
What was so amazing about me ? Iโ€™m useless
This cold breeze I once loved haunts me now
I had to watch the one person I cared about the most leave me

-T

She was beautiful on the outside
But a blizzard on the inside
I didnโ€™t understand though, nor did I care
I held her in my arms as that blizzard that filled her body stopped
She let her walls down but slowly built them up as I let her go
She had this power; a power to control everything
I let her control meโ€ฆ I let her wield me to my death
All so I could protect this fragile human whom I may never see
Againโ€ฆ

-T

I wish we could start over
I wish you didnโ€™t know my past or my flaws
I want to be different, all that I hate about me you seem to love
Why do you love me ? I know I ask that a lot...
But why do you ?

-T

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random sh*t about me โœ„

I'm a INTP-T
I use they/them pronouns
my name is teddi but I'm sure you've already seen that.
I'm a virgo sun, libra moon, and i forgot the rest :[
I like crystals and all that stuff
I sit in my room all day listening to music hating my life
If you call me handsome ever even if it's just out of the blue I will marry you right then and there
Don't have friends because I'm awkward so if you wanna be friends add my instagram {teddithegenderlessfuck}
My idol is Joan Jett because she's amazing and if you don't like her...We're gonna fight
CANDLES AHHHH I CAN'T I LOVE CANDLES I CAN SPEND HOURS TALKING ABOUT CANDLES AJHHHHDSHBDDIUDIUWD
I like taking photos [not of me bc i'm ugly] i try to play the electric guitar but its hard but i'm getting there
I have an oddly weird obbession with having random but funny pictures of Jacob sartorius and Ed Sheeran in my gallery
here are 2 out of the many many i have...
https://i.postimg.cc/6pF3hb4z/20210217-221555.jpg
https://i.postimg.cc/4dQxsJLF/20210217-221154.jpg
okay i'm done i'm pretty sure no one is gonna care to read all this anyways but have a good day :)

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Comfort characters โœ„

1-Chris (skins uk)
2-Sid (skins uk)
3-Maxxie (skins uk)
4-Cassie (skins uk)
5-Rich (skins uk)
6-Soul (souleater)
7-Crona (souleater)
8-Death the kid (souleater)
9-Stein (souleater)
10-Ray (the promised neverland)
11-Norman (the promised neverland)
12-Sugawara (haikyuu)
13-Nishinoya (haikyuu)
14-Tsukishima (haikyuu)
15-Kenma (haikyuu)
16-Kageyama (haikyuu)
17-Kuroo (haikyuu)
18-Hinata (haikyuu)
19-Lisa (girl, interpreted)
20-Ken kaneki (tokyo ghoul)
21-Hideyoshi (tokyo ghoul)
22-Juuzo (tokyo ghoul)
23-Nishio (tokyo ghoul)
24-Ginshi (tokyo ghoul)
25-Yomo (tokyo ghoul)
26-Saiki K (saiki K)
27-Reita (saiki k)
28-Shun (saiki k)
29-Usui (maid sama)
30-Killua (hunter x hunter)
31-Gon (hunter x hunter)
32-Kurapika (hunter x hunter)
33-Feitan (hunter x hunter)
34-Chrollo (hunter x hunter)
35-L (death note)
36-Near (death note)
37-Ryuk (death note)
38-Simon (love,simon)
39-Charlie (perks of being a wallflower)
40-Patrick (perks of being a wallflower)
41-Billy (scream)
42-Stu (scream)
43-Ghostface (scream)
44-Arnie (whats eating gilbert grape)
45-Jim (the basketball diaries)
46-Edward (edward scissor hands)
47-Sweeny todd (sweeny todd)
48-Mrs.lovett (sweeny todd)
49-Anthony (sweeny todd)
50-Ban (the 7 deadly sins)
51-Meliodas (the 7 deadly sins)
52-Gowther (the 7 deadly sins)
53-Merlin (the 7 deadly sins)
54-Gilthunder (the 7 deadly sins)
55-James (the end of the fucking world)
56-Sam (atypical)
57-Casey (atypical)
58-Kit walker (ahs)
59-Pepper (ahs)
60-Violet (ahs)
61-Lana winters (ahs)
62-Sister Mary (ahs)
63-Grace (ahs)
64-Micheal langdon (ahs)
65-Rodrick (diary of a whimpy kid)
66-Legs (foxfire)
67-Hank (marvin's room)
68-Aunt Bessie (marvin's room)
69-Rory (my baby sitter is a vampire)
70-Benny (my baby sitter is a vampire)
71-Licht (plunderer)
72-Jail (plunderer)
73-Nana (plunderer)
74-Rodrick (diary of a whimpy kid)
75-Goldie (foxfire)
76-Dandy (ahs)

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movies i recommend

these are movies i've recently watched that i think are good and should be watched if you've never seen them.

-gone
-salt
-lords of dog town
-we need to talk about kevin
-spontaneous
-words on bathroom walls
-bomb city
-suburban gothic
-girl (1998)
-candy
-horse girl
-girl (2020)

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My Spotify โœ„

I have many different playlist so imma listen the genre at my best and put the links next to them. And if anyone has cool playlist or know any cool songs plz message me I listen to the same songs over and over again. And feel free to correct me on the genres bc I know I will terribly mess them up. I'm also constantly adding songs into the playlist.

H3ro!n; [top genre:rock Top sub-genre:pop rock]
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4QLhTV90qRFeOaGqHTq1fC

pain; [just pain idk the title is pretty clear]
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5Pwzt4ZifIYK2Z2JYV8gwf

Always drugs...[top genre:pop]
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0Hcbyr4vTb2CFxEomfYdXM

vada vada [the graden/puzzle/enjoy songs]
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4JIYrDYIqA8azMWplsf8z0

Lighter death []
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2TElXSgWQYjC6xF0WWpFrI

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Css creds โœ„

credit to @basil for the css i changed a lot of it to make it my own but used some parts of their layout. thanks <3

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