shifting convo!!! + other stuff

um this thing will contain talks abt shifting so pls proceed with caution!!

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ok so i wrote a lot more on my last blog but it cut off ;-;
im so mad rn hahahah but it's ok

um i was gonna say that i was doing rlly bad a few months ago but now it's gotten somewhat better. and i can't be myself here bc in east europe everyone is rlly judgemental and homophobic like 80% of ppl are. i had to leave most of my actual clothes back in murica. and i can't talk abt my gf obviously but i generally don't do that in public anyway so it's fine.
also my relatives are verry judgemental and homophobic. and a few months ago i was ready to "unalive" i was so sad and i cried every night and my depressive episodes just got relaly bad i was so listless and i didn't wnat to go anywhere and yeah. i should probably get a therapist.

ANYWAY THIS IS TITLED SHIFTING CONVO SO LETS TALK ABT IT!!!!
oh my god i started thinking abt shifting back in august or something... and yeah i haven't been trying consistently every night but i have been trying.

currently i want to shift to Haikyuu, harry potter, mha, and genshin impact. and a lot more places but those are my main 4. i haven't scripted everything yet or anything, actually i don't entirely think scripting is necessary, but maybe that's just cause im lazy.

anyway if anyone here shifts pllssss tell me in the comments omg i'll love u forever

um yeah i hope i can shift soon!!! like i KNOW i can do it it just hasn't happened yet, but it will happen eventually :)
i've rlly been trying to let go and everything and i know that if i'm patient it will definitely happen, lol

and also i'm kinda confused abt my religion. cause i was raised atheist my entire life and then i found out the majorty of my family is orthodox christian and i relaly like orthodoxy, i think it's really pretty and i just like the traditions a lot. and most of those traditions i have been doing since i was little (but without the religion context of it so i just always assumed it was something my family always did). and yeah. but now i've been connecting more to pagan religions, not Wicca or anything but my people's native faith from before christianity. and i've been studying religion. a lot. i think it's super cool. i hope i'm not too lazy to do something with it.

WOOOOW i am so distracted i talked about like 80 different things in this while i titled it shifting convo XDDD i should probably change that