started T on tuesday, haven't told anybody I know irl about it for some weird reasons, idk I need to stop being so neurotic

my friend still hasn't responded :| :| :|

ordered thai food today, felt like my first actual purchase since getting a job, I mean, I've bought other things since then but this just felt like such a job-having purchase to make

I work in 7 hours :/ means I got to wake up in like 5 and a half :?

things are still not optimal with the almost-bf, idk, also I had a weird fantasy about a coworker but I don't think it means anything, maybe just that I want someone who will give me attention, who knows

oh also I've made 60 dollars in tips this week B) not through work-work but through art stuff

idk my friend ignored a ton of messages and I wanted to go get mcdonalds with him but idk he never replies

Also I thought I maybe almost had a boyfriend but we haven't done anything romantic or even hung out 1-on-1 since like february 16. idk I like him a lot but I think I'm a lot clingier than he wants me to be. who knows

anyway venom brainrot is so real