Today Was Hard (12/8/20)

My professor extended a due date for this final paper. Perfect. I don't want to do work right now.

i'm listening to "campfire songs" by animal collective while I type this. It's exactly what I wanted. Word has it a blizzard will come through soon, and boy do I feel it. gonna have to go to target before the weekend to ensure food. anyway, this is wistful guitar strumming, non-comprehendible lyrics and it makes me feel better. It's just like the name says.

Listened to Drippin's debut album. Not what I expected, very lighthearted with a touch of sentimental that works in its favor.

Watched more "Appare-Ranman." Seeing Kosame fight through his own trauma to protect others was so well done my jaw dropped. I love a character who could fight if they had to, but sincerely wants peace instead (like kenshin maybe? hm.)

I had a panic attack on the bus today. I don't want to talk about it. Maybe later. Therapy seems extremely necessary, but i still worry about perception. pray for me, if that's your thing

"DOGGY" by Animal Collective
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKzXz1VBOAk