so uh- my s/o, he's part of a system and went dormant, they don't know when he'll be back. i always thought i'd be able to move on quickly if this happened but im struggling a lot right now. me and him had a fuck ton of plans and i guess it kinda hurts that i might never be able to meet him in person and do all the stuff we planned together.
not doing as bad as last night but you know, i could be doing a lot better. don't really know what to do now though. woundering if this is what it feels like to have a loved on die or go into a coma? all i know is it really fucking hurts

update, it was just a scare he's okay :)

(feelings man, !!VENT!!)

ii miiss my s/oo :( hee's buusy rn thoouugh, ii'm proobaably juust cliingy.
ii'm aalsoo juust uunstaablee aas fuuck riight noow aaand schooool aand shiit iisn't heelpiing. eendeed uup haaviing aa breeaak doown iin aart claass toodaay :/ feeeeliing liikee craap rn ngl.

(i miss my s/o :( he's busy rn though, i'm probably just clingy.
i'm also just unstable as fuck right now and school and shit isn't helping. ended up having a break down in art class today :/ feeling like crap rn ngl.)

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(random things about me)

a nonbinary pall
ａｇｅ－ 14
ｐｒｏｎｏｕｎ ｈｏａｒｄｅｒ <３
it/its/itself
bug/bugs/bugself
nya/nyas/nyaself
xe/xem/xemself
they/them/theirs
he/him/his
ｋｉｎ ｌｉｓｔ－
１． ｂａｋｕｇｏ
2． ｋｏｋｉｃｈｉ
3．ｇｕｎｄａｍ
4．ｄｅｎｋｉ
5．ｈａｊｉｍｅ
6．ｋｏｒｅｋｉｏ
7．ｓｈｉｇｉｒａｋｉ
8．ｎａｇｉｔｏ
9．ｓａｎｓ
10．ｐａｐｙｒｕｓ
11．ｔａｍａｋｉ ａｍａｊｉｋｉ
12．ｍｉｄａｒｉ
13．ｎｏｒｍａｎ
14．ｒａｙ
15．ｉｂｕｋｉ
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17．ａｓｒｉｅｌ
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（ｔｈｅ ｌｉｓｔ ｉｓ s h r i n k i n g ;-;）

was originaly going to be a carrd but i couldn't figure it out ;-;
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(anyway here's my kin playlist)
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heeree yoouu goo uwu
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haavee fuun
(here ya go uwu
have fun)

(how are y'all?)
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thiis iis aa threeaat! >:((

(translation: you better be drinking water! >:( this is a threat! >:(()
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