there's nothing like the feeling of the excitement of ordering stuff online and eagerly waiting for the packages to arrive. i'm currently waiting for my romwe, aliexpress, and shutterfly orders so thats why im bringing it up LOL

now that i'm feeling more mentally stable, i've been thinking about ways to "retake" my early teenage years. i grew up in a very misogynistic household, and that caused internalized issues i'm trying to get rid of. those two issues sort of clashed and now i'm left in the aftermath. i think romanticizing my life will help me a lot with enjoying life the way i used to as a child. i want to be very feminine, and it's taken a bit to realize this. i used to deny wanting this because i didn't want to feed into the male gaze, and to express myself as its 'expected'. it doesn't have to be that way and i'm so happy to finally realize that. i love the color pink, i get excited about makeup and simple things like small animals, i want to spend half my day at the mall, and i love dressing up for pictures. i'm finally feeling happy with my life and who i am and i send my love to those working for this as well<3

um what the fck was up with the whole situation with jxoredo and his hate page,, coz it was filled with girls talking ab how he harassed girls. he even admitted it with a half assed apology and has been playing the victim ever since he got caught. hes trying to earn pity points by weaponizing depression and suicidal thoughts. i strongly agree with the "believe the victim until proven wrong" idea so i sided with the hate acc the moment they informed me of the situation. but, jxoredo added me as a fwiend before he was exposed, so in present time, he is still in my page marked as 'fwiend',and my website turns blank when i click the 'block' button. this topic came out of nowhere but i feel guilty that nothing has happened to help the girls, while jxoredo receives pity and reassurance from his friends, assuring him hes made a small mistake. you guys grow soft the moment a man uses his issues as an excuse for behavior and it's disgusting. i couldn't care less if you're depressed and want nothing more but to die, that is not an excuse to harass and make women feel filthy because of your actions. humble yourself and disappear from this website, better yet, the world. nobody needs you and your disgusting way of thinking.

i had sex with your mom and dad am i still allowed to sleep over

• galaxy news radio music
• diamond city radio
• life is strange soundtracks
• the neighbourhood
• mitski
• mother mother
• melanie martinez
• gorillaz
• those random ass playlists on youtube with scenarios as captions
• doja cat
• ashnikko
• marina
• arctic monkeys
• ic3peak
• girl in red
• kali uchis
• the marias
• cuco
• hey violet

over 18
ableist, racist, homophobic, transphobic, don't take neopronouns srsly,
u like peanut butter
u like pickles
ageist
misogynstic
you support yagami yato (message for reasons as to why if you're confused)
islamaphobic
anti-semetic
classist
xenophobic
rape apologist
active bystander

perks of being a wallflower (movie,finished)
hannibal (finished)
the walking dead (up to season 8, still watching)
criminal minds (up to season 10)
adventure time (finished)
death note (finished)
danganronpa (finished)
parasyte (ongoing)
hunter x hunter(ongoing)
fire force (up to season 2)
rwby
pokemon
my hero academia
the disastrous life of saiki k
miss kobayashi's dragon maid
if my favorite pop idol made it to the budokan, i would die
attack on titan (finished, new season coming soon)
haikyuu!
the promised neverland (finished, left it at s1)
bungou stray dogs (ongoing)
violet evergarden (finished)
shiki (ongoing)
claymore (finished)
lucky star
nichijou
Barakamon
ouran high school host club
black butler (ongoing)
attack on titan junior high (ongoing)
balance: unlimited (ongoing)
kill la kill (finished)
zombieland saga (finished, new season coming out soon)
a silent voice (finished)
my neighbor totoro(finished)
the girl who lept through time (finished)
hal
devilman crybaby
is this a zombie? (finished)
boogiepop and others
re: zero
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my mysterious girlfriend (vol. 1 manga) (uncompleted)

life is strange (ps4) (hmu if you've played it<3)(finished game)
detroit: become human (ps4) (didn't finish but watched full gameplay)
the walking dead: the game (only played seasons 1 & 2 so no spoilers pls!)
the last of us (remastered) (ps4) (finished)
skyrim (ps4) (pls txt me if u play)
danganronpa UDS (ps4)(finished game twice)
animal crossing (both new leaf and horizons) (3DS & nintendo switch)
GTA V (ps4) (only free play i dont do missions lol)
mystic Messenger (mobile) (have done zen, 707, yoosung, jaehee, jumin routes)
dishonored 2 (ps4) (not completed)
danganronpa 1 & 2 (ps4) (finished)
fallout 3 (now have it on ps4) (finished main quest in old game but rn currently exploring:p)
fallout: new vegas (also on ps4) [currently playing]
fallout 4 (ps4 again lol)
among us (mobile) (dont play anymore)
minecraft (mobile but i have it on ps4 too) (dont play as much)
pokemon: diamond (DS)
pokemon: white (also 2)[DS]
pokemon: ranger (DS)
pokemon: y (3DS)
pokemon: mystery dungeon (DS)