im alive!!
omg hey yall! im back :D im sorry its been a little while since I've posted a blog here. since I'm in school break now, I've been trying to not be so addicted to technology hahaha. speaking of!!! my phone broke:( that sucks but hey, cant say i didn't see it coming. i have dropped it many times before and its like 3 years old, which is a lot in today's phone age hahah i gotta save up some money to buy a new one which blows:(
anywho!! guess what...
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I WENT ON MY FIRST DATE EVER!!!! it was with this girl i know from school and choir, and we had a nice picnic we ate a carrot cake I baked AND,,,, wait for it.... we held hands :) she isn't my gf yet, we are taking it slow, but it felt so lovely. it just felt right, yk? im sorry, i don't like to admit it but im kind of a hopeless romantic KJSDFDSJFN its embarrassing, i know.
I've been getting new clothes and yk changing up my style, and I've been feeling GREAT about myself!! I may post pics with some new outfits on here if i ever figure out how to css that JKSDFDJNG
ALSO I've been practicing guitar a lot lately, been writing some new songs so i might put out music of my own one of these days!! that makes me so excited tbh. like i know no one will hear it, but to know it will be OUT there, for ppl to hear it and discover... its really something.
anywayyyy, I've been feeling better lately. has the internalized homophobia and fatphobia gone away completely??? hell to the no. BUT I've gotten better at controlling that, and im proud of myself for that. and for the first time, im not guilty of being proud of myself.
things are shaping up bright for me, and im excited for the future (ignoring yk, the state of the world right now which, btw WTF????? im scared :D)
i hope yall have been thrivinggg!! and if u arent, well u can always come up to me and ill try to help u out asap. lets make this platform brighter and brighter.
drink some water, stay safe out there and take care of yourselves. also omg tysm for all the friends!!! feeling like im famous around here wow :D
love yall <3
fernansparkles  | 1610125982000 daksdbas gracias 666gecs <3 si necesitas tips para la guitarra escribeme!! also tmb me pasaba, pero creeme si unx busca puede encontrar ropa linda donde menos se lo espera. mi nuevo cardigan estoy SEGURA que es de abuela KJSDFNSDKNF y gracias!! |
666gecs  | 1609882479000 mi cerebro no esta funcionando hoy asi que te escribo en español gracias DAMNNNNN una cita????? que cool :O los picnics son bonitos :D que bien que estes practicando guitarra ! yo queria aprender pero mis dedos no me dejan XD me duele cada vez que intento tocar :/ yo quiero cambiar mi estilo pero donde vivo no hay ropa que me guste. :( Y para subir imagenes a un blog o a tu pagina solo tienes que subir tus fotos a alguna pagina que te deje subir fotos (como imgur, tumblr u otras paginas, yo uso |
ikeaplushy  | 1609883354000 :DD |
fernansparkles | 1609865941000 omg domimaggots tysm!! ur too kind:(<3 and i hope u take care too<3 |
fernansparkles | 1609865909000 thx tyler!! and yeah, i guess i deserve it bc I drop it sm:( |
fernansparkles | 1609865892000 awww gracias lore :D creeme que si fueras d chile te invitaria a un cafe o algo asi uwu |
Tyler  | 1609829549000 Dude that awesome!! I’m glad your getting in your grove it must be nice to finally be able to be yourself:) and that sucks what happens to your phone:( |
domimaggots  | 1609831024000 awh im glad that u have been thriving so well lately :D ur picnic date sounds so wholesome n cute !! also rlly cool that u have been getting new clothes and practicing ur guitar skills :0 hope that more awesome stuff comes for u this year !! take care of urself too !! |
lorenansk  | 1609850223000 ooohhh ti primera cita jejeje ojalá alguna mujer se fijase en mi lmao anyways que te vaya genial con ella <3 |
koala71783  | 1609859244000 YAY ☺☺☺☺ |