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1619575841000

I am worthless (vent)

my ex has 4000 followers, is working on a game, and even has her memes posted on youtube. i just realized ive done nothing with my life and ill never be successful.

I comfort her, gave her all the love i could, everything. but no, i failed her. I drained her with talking about repetitive things. I deserved her cheating on me in front of me. I deserved the pain. I was never enough, and i never will be. she'll probably be more successful than me too in the future, and I'll just be either doing crack or just commiting suicide.

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1616154155000

today is my birthday

i turn 15 now woooooo

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1614652464000

how my first day on the job went

alright, so basically my job was to sand off dvds and games and clean them. it was pretty fun, but i got super tired at the end of the day. i only got 7 dollars today but to be fair its my first day and i only worked 2 hours lmao

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1614545861000

poop day

man everything today just looks so gloomy and grey cause its cloudy and it is making me a bit sad :(

can someone try to cheer me up

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1614528677000

oh man

god postal dude is so cute. I wanna squish his cheeks and give him a big ol smooch. I wuv you, stinky man.

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JOB UPDATE!!!!!

i got the job! so basically im gonna start on monday at 4:30 and im going to clean game/movie/music discs. im excited :3

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1614397204000

job

i might get a job at my fav local game store, but i most likely wont get the job cause its like, a small local business. i hope i get to work there for a bit, though. im on super good terms with the guy who runs the place so who knows? I might get it. im also kinda nervous about it.

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the life of postal dude

postal dude was born in paradise and he still lives there now. when he was born, the doctors thought he was very FAT.

doctors: congratulation ms. dude you have given birth to a healthy baby boy

postal baby: screeching

doctors: shut up you are FAT

and his childhood was okay, i guess. when he would go to school, he would get bullied for being stinky but that soon stopped.

and now, his teen life. he got a girlfriend named postal dudette. they went on a date to mcdonalds and it was really great.

what is postal dude doing now? he's sleeping on his couch and drooling after he has had a long day of chores and wreaking havoc on humanity. OH GOD, WHAT IS THAT HORRIFIC SMELL? oh wait its just our boy!

https://img.gta5-mods.com/q85-w800/images/postal-dude-s-voice-replace-trevor-s-voice/d4dc55-61820-0-1462334299.png

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1609728066000

Why I Have Been Gone

i doubt anyone really cared if I hadn't been posting or not, but i just decided to post this just to prove that im well, alive.

recently, ive been noticing that ive been lashing out at people more. ive been more irritable and a little bit emotionally unstable. i don't really know why i keep doing this, as ive already been done with that one time of the month we don't talk about, and ive been taking my meds. i don't even know how long this phase has been, probably a few weeks?

tl;dr: i keep acting like an asshole and regretting it and im worried about myself

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Im sorry.

Im truly sorry for my disgusting behavior on the Discord server. I don't even know why I had violent outbursts and lashed out at everyone, I was probably either tired or in a bad mood.

This may be my self-loathing side, but I dont think I can forgive myself. I'm a monster.

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