4// the worst crisis.

so yesterday i had an anxiety crisis. by the way, hi everyone who may be reading this shit.

i don't even know to explain what happened, i'll describe how was:

i started crying, so much. so i picked an pill and swallowed it with sink's water. so after this i was ready to take a bath. and, while i was taking a bath, i started to cry more. and more and more and more and more. there were too many tears for such a small body. my breath was over, my belly was completely constrict, and i started to loose my breath. i was breathing desperately, i thought i was gonna die. i started coughing so hard that i almost vomited all the pills.

then, my body relaxed, and i got better. i was shaking but that doesn't really matter. so i just walked downstairs and don't even looked to my mom, because;

everything has a reason.