ok so i did the snapchat anime filter thing (excuse the bad camera)
https://i.imgur.com/mgHsRQO.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/mPJ4QsQ.jpg
and then i realized i look like the dead mom stereotype.
https://i.imgur.com/SU1gah3.png
TW: sexual assault
i'm sorry i've been ignoring some of y'all this week, i'm not in the right headspace and my DPDR's kinda getting worse by the day. i knew all along that my dad was a messed up person but i didn't want to admit it to myself so i kinda made my own reality in my naive little mind where my dad was still my superman. what kind of father tells his daughter that all men want is sex and that i should live with that? i have sexual trauma and this is how you treat me when i open up, fucking hell. then dad just goes and watches netflix movies with sexual assault in them in front of me and when i tell him to stop it 'cause it makes me uncomfortable, he just gets visibly angry at me.
poltergeist | 1601159379000 thank you for saying that, i appreciate it HAHA but don't worry, i go to therapy and am on medication so i'll be fine! but i guess it's hard for me to find people of authority to support me 'cause most of the people in my life are the same as him. |
unplugred | 1601158681000 yo. remember to take care of yourself. |
poltergeist | 1601015505000 since i can't take care of myself, i'll just say that whatever you guys are going through you will survive. no one's going to hold your hand and you'll be the only one there to pull you up but at least you could say you're a survivor. you did that all on your own and i'm so very proud of you. |
poltergeist | 1601015367000 thank you so much for the support guys but it'll be ok! i'm just afraid of the long term effects this will put on me. he's still my dad and- i'm honestly not sure what i'm trying to say, maybe i'm too attached to childhood memories to think for myself. asian households kinda suck wbk. |
sofiathebbytoad | 1601012252000 i feel so sadddd rn! i know exactly how that feels unforntunently... if u need ANYTHING! pls hit up my mail box im so sorry u have to feel that way and go through that! sending u all the love in the world. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ |
Nah Dude | 1601008413000 sorry to hear that :( |
koala71783 | 1600948206000 cool pictures but not nice thing :( baddie |