my diary

dec 11:
i streamed again today! hw was rly hard but getting out of bed was the hardest. its really hard to find motivation in my day when it feels like nothing rly matters... any tips ;(

ayoo whats the twitch??

december 10:
ah today i took a really hard test and just put c down as the answer for all of them which sucks. but i streamed on twitch today (lmk if u wanna see <3) and that was fun!! i hope to grow my community in the future.

i just love crawling up in bed and going on myspace i feel so alone and connected at the same time

december 9:
ah i slept for almost the entire day today and i dont wanna sleep tonight :(( i was calling this guy i kinda liked but i dont think he likes me because he keeps on wanting other ppl to join the call like hes uncomfortable or something which makes me really sad,,, why cant i be in a normal relationship where someone just cares? hes helping me with my homework right now but hes gonna sleep soon sooo.. tomorrow im gonna try to not talk to him as much to not get my heart broken haha.. but yeah

cant wait to see em :D