I was thinking about something, and I realized I was totally wrong. I felt really dumb at the time, but that is just fucking masochist and self deprecating.I keep forgetting I am a human being apparently. I don’t feel like an actual human being. But changing your opinion constantly doesn’t make you less reliable or concrete, it makes you more informed and sure of what you are doing. Don’t be harsh on yourself.
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I want so bad to be beautiful, but no matter how hard I try, Ill always will be filthy and disgusting. How am i supposed to go out without burning my face and becoming unrecognizable? ugly fucking bitch. I want to be pretty like Mana Sama.
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