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hi, ive been dead but its ard, been watching too much anime but it be like that. crimmis is scary and mcrs makeup launch was fucked but im broke as hell anyways. but now i like vocaloid so im officially weeb trash. i also listen to the danganronpa 2 ost alot bc fsr it makes my anxiety alot better and beautiful make makes me nut. hi

so i managed to find civilization (aka the mall) ive always wanted to be one of the mall emos but i never had real emo friends and i was never visibly emo enough but oh boy now is a whole other sotry. i dont even do crazy makeup and people think im the spawn of satan but whatevs. ive realizing that wearing kandi all day everyday makes my wrists hurt but also majorly soothes my anxiety hearing it move and clink all the time. the sound of it while im typing is actually epic cause i type weird but thats another thing. ive been playing acnh so if anyone happens to read this and wants to add me just hmu lol. but yeah im planning on getting better beads soon but also i need to get goth boots because all of my fits look wayy better with big boots but i dont own any ;-; also ive been realizing that when i was heavily emo i was SERIOUSLY bordering on scene but yaknow in my defense nobody told me falling in reverse was in no way emo and also breathe carolina actually kinda make shit that slaps but either way ive loved 3OH3! since 2009 lmao. also i found out that evacuate the dancefloor and bad boy and also everytime we touch are all the same chick which is wack to me. but yee
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also i like jojo

hi ive been dead for a while but i have returned, i moved down to a wayyy smaller town and everything has been weird since, im not used to people consistently caring about me so its kinda fucking wack. aside from that i started listening to more classic scene kid shit and getting more into all of that. basically becoming what i idolized most of my childhood. am currently noticing the whole y2k fashion movement stuff is full of clothes i wanted in 2007 and im slightly considering starting to make my own clothes and such because right now is the perfect time for colored denim microskirts and pink cheetah print fur coats and im absolutely loving it. im tryna find stuff so i can learn to make kandi but i dont want to support hobby lobby so im tornnn lmao. also i dont steal so thats out of the question, but i reallyyyy dont want to give them my money so im scouring the area for craft stores lmao. either way im a seabird over troubled waters and all of that, fun times. trying my best to find my niche down here but apparently the bible thumpers dont appreciate my makeup or all the skulls and pentagrams on my clothes. but only time will tell whether theyre objectively better than me or not. i cant bother myself with the opinions of those who dont understand. none here know my story and few shall learn as it is long and arduous, though i tell it with a grin the contents are distressing to say the least. if they knew they might just ignore me altogether (which may not be the worst) but i have to be a polite and above all normal young girl. thereforer no mentions of murder, suicide, death, or gore. which honestly leaves me at a conversational disadvantage, as i always feel comfortable with those topics. i really dont like the 'so where are ya from, whats up with your family' id rather just speak about how tj lane broke out of prison and only made it about 3 blocks before getting scooped back up. fucking tj lane is such a joke i forgot about how stupid some of the things hes done are. regardless, ill shake my booty up in 3d, ill shake my booty in my own movie its my movie my movie
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ok hi so im just like mega mega tired but i started drawing some more which is nice and also i need more music to listen to so if anybody reads this lmk some stuff to check out

but so yeah im just trying to stay awake cause u know how it is when its so hot and gross and it just totally makes you super tired. its stupid lol but also im like mega hungry too so idk.
ive been drawing some sanrio ppl mostly bc im bad at original art but idk i might try working on 'my art style' which is just not being able to draw haha
i like doing boozey tho so i might like do some boozeys and mayb try to draw marceline or something
i do rlly like vampires but i cant think of like other vampires i like off the top of my head (other than gerard and frnk ofc)
i might do my makeup but i still have like no liquid eyeliner and absolutely no white eyeshadow so im like -_-
but yeah ill prolly make my face stupid and then draw some stupid faces
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also i couldnt remember what i wanted to post last night but now i remember and its that i have a huge crush on jeff from community

i really wanna get beads and all that and make bracelets but i also like really really need embroidery floss and stuff cause i wanan start making my own patches and like im so broke and its so bothering me rn and im just like bro ill sell my shitty bracelets to some kiddos just let the universe allow me to get some sick ass beads. like bruh ill take unorganized ones and sit there and go thru em it would be rad lol i do enjoy that but anyways either way im gonna start making myself trash patches of like stupid frnk quotes cause hes like all i care abt lmao. but yaknow it b like that
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^ thats me

ok so yeah this page is gonna b me talking when i feel like it mostly bc it feels extremely nice to have a place for all the stuff in my brain but yeah be prepared for alot of stupid bullshit that you totally dont have to read lmao but yeah its alll cool ima draw some boozeys and try to flesh out an art style lmao. also i need to learn how to make blingees bc all of this like 'traumacore' sanrio stuff is my brain and its great
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i wanna listen to music but i dont like having both of my earbuds in at the same time in my room cause haha spoopy but i totally also wanna go get like craft supplies and stuff and i need to do my nails again but i dont have any glitter so fucking yeet me amiright

so ppl have been talking abt like their actual interests and stuff fsr which is wack but ok.
i like doing hair and arts and crafts stuff (trying to start making kandi but im broke af sooo...
but i like cutting and dying ppls hair and my own its really rad. i love music even tho im like mega not very talented or anything and im like barely learning bass but i love love love really loud over the top for no reason music which is why i kinda live for some of the like 90s industrial shit and then also MSI are my life bc they just do the right thingd for me lmaoo. mcr will always be one of my main obsessions bc ive put years into being stupid crazy abt them and im not gonna give it up now. basically all the cringe culture stuff affected me vv harshly and im finally able to like maybe explore shit i like without everyone picking on me about it idk.
also the best monster is the monster mule ill fight u abt it
-best panic song is i constantly thank esteban
-fave mcr songs atm are lady of sorrows and deathwish
-fave mcr b-sides is MY WAY HOME IS THROUGH U
-fave fob song atm is its hard to say i do when i dont
-fave msi songs atm r i hate jimmy page and bring the pain
-fave frnk solo songs- leviathan and neverenders and guilttripping and where to we belong?
-fave gee solo songs- juarez and zero zero
-fave songs by the used WAKE THE DEAD and cut up angels and sound effects and overdramatics and BORN TO QUIT

but yeah u know what it is
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the first like 5 albums by the used are so my favorite shit

thought i just woke up im already starting to fade but thats just existence sometimes. another day of knowing nothing good will come and desperately wishing to hide in bed for whatever grey clouds ahead to pass. but with my luck there is no bed and the grey clouds may 'pass' but earth is just a sphere so here they come back again. but yaknow if i just demolish my eardrums with the most wack vibrations i can find maybe theyll start giving my world a better frequency. but then again thats only if my vibrations are 'acceptable' even tho they feel extremely good to me. either way tho im not really 'supposed' to live my whole life with my earbuds in. but id love to, seeing as im not really part of your world it makes sense for me to stay in mine. i dont really want to throw away the small comforts i have just for your world cause personally i dont think its all that great. in my world the mcdonalds ice cream machine is open 24/7 and mikeyway has 2 albums about pete wentz. dont take me serious this shit is just for me to talk abt my feelings

also in my world gerard and bert and frnk talk about their love triangle cause its real
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also also im watching gurren lagann again and oh god yes i will believe in the kamina that believes in me

whats poppin everybodyyyyyy im having a splendid time on here so far. this is gonna b super rad. also if u wanna like b my friend just like talk to me sometime, im not always mean. anyways if ur like gonna b looking at my page ever youll prolly see how wack and annoying my brain is bc i totally need someplace to just let all my shit exist and apparently this side of the internet is the only place i dont feel like everybody hates me. its fuckin weird and stupid and annoying but yaknow thats just how it be sometimes, anyways hi im goth claudia and i pretend im gerard way. ALso im like 2015 scemo and ive lived in that niche for a while now so thats part of whats going on.
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but yeah im just trying to figure out what i like and what people have told me i cant like. which im sure will b great fun