What happens to a queer, mentally ill, ND who is born into a christian family but doesn't feel connected to the religion?

ME

I am an omnist. Meaning I believe every major religion to be true in their own ways. Even if I was born into a Jehovahs Witness family but do not follow the religion, I still believe their god to be just as real as mine.

I used to be that atheist who would insult other peoples religion and gods when I was a kid but I have grown quite a lot from that mindset.

I am a Hellenic Polytheist. I worship the ancient greek gods. Or, well, I try my best to. Being mentally ill and having hyperfixations controlling your life it becoms a little harder to maintain a good worship routine.

I do have an altar however! I use it whenever life lets me which isnt often but its the most I can give.
Currently I have Zues, Apollon, Hermes, Athena, Aphodite and Ares on my altar and Hades and Persephone on another.

Athena happens to be my matron/patroness. She was the first god I interacted with which was a suprise because I had started officially following the religion just two weeks before. I have a satue of her which seemed to be a what I like to call a "Welcoming gift" or "Welcome home gift" from Athena herself. Did I go into shock when I got an answer if it was her? Absolutely. My poor christian background not preparing me to that lmao.

My calendar is full of different festivals and days dedicated to the Theoi however I do find it hard to follow them at times.

Before I end this make sure to not give your money to disney! Lets not allow them to trademark cultures that they do not fucking own. Also its illegal.

Happy Pride month!

This is a list of flags that I identify in!

Please note that not all the flags are "correct" due to there being multiple or none flags for the identity!!

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Pansexual!

I do not care about gender nor do I have a preference!

I was 14-15 when I first came out as Pan. Not the best experience tbh.

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Polyamorous!

I prefer dating multiple partners at the same time! Consentually ofcourse

I am not an easily jealous person but I do adore my alone time so making sure that my partner/s have all the love they can get is important to me.

I was 17 when I fisrt realized I liked the idea of being with more than one.

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Transgender!

I am a transman! Being born into the wrong body is shit

I was 15 when I came out and then went deep into the closet couple of month later. Only came back out at 18.

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He/Him!

I use he/him pronouns!

there isnt really anything else I can say about it.

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Neopronouns!

I use multiple neopronouns such as Void, glitch, virus, goblin, gremlin, ram and shadow.
These pronouns however I only use online.

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It/Its!

I use It/its pronouns! this pronoun is also used in real life just like he/him!

I have gone by these pronouns my whole life.

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Voidpunk!

Voidpunk is an Identity that embrases being nonhuman and rejects the human identity.

I have been dehumanized for most of my life. I started Identifying as a "creature" instead of human a couple of years before I found out about Voidpunk and I am so damn happy about it.

Currently I am working on 4 voidsonas in my head since I cant draw anymore; a goblin-ram hybrid, shadow, just plain old void and virus/computer code.

Voidpunk does not have a flag however most have adopted this one.