im not trying to make you care about me but it seems like you just don't care at all. Its like I go thru one small thing and suddenly we're strangers? Im sad I honestly considered you like a best friend but that's what I get for trusting random people - this may be overreacting but you obvi don't care about me so ill stop caring abt you sorry not sorry
You act all weird once I go through a small little mood of being sad which is what I go through sometime every month so why did it make you suddenly act different but you had no problem talking normally to everyone else?
I think my mental healths slowly getting worse but it's barely noticeable <3
I hate every human including myself
I read @AngelicHikari blog and got inspired i guess lol
so weird things that happened when I was younger [ trigger warning: the devil(?) ]
when I was 8 I had a dream that my teacher was explaining what happens when you die and it showed like a stickman thing of what would happen. I remember her saying that you had to battle the devil and that if you won you went to heaven and if you lost you'd go to hell and let me tell you something. I was obsessed with "the devils hour" and ghosts/summoning spirits so when that happened I was terrified and for some reason, I was sleeping on the living room floor so I got my blanket and pillow and moved closer to my parents room which was like in the living room area to the left.