i just found out that i have summer school so the party is canceled. BUT I STILL GET TO GO TO FUN SPOT i just cant invite anyone.

OKAY so my birthday party has a really and i mean REALLY high chance of happening these are the things that will be bought for the party.

https://www.devilinspired.com/bridal-lolita-wedding-apparel/dawn-tea-party-dress-by-dawn-and-morning-dew.html

https://www.amazon.com/Porcelain-British-Teaspoons-strainer-Thanksgiving/dp/B075WPLQBG/ref=asc_df_B075WPLQBG/?tag=hyprod-20&linkCode=df0&hvadid=234628061491&hvpos=&hvnetw=g&hvrand=10274784510657890199&hvpone=&hvptwo=&hvqmt=&hvdev=c&hvdvcmdl=&hvlocint=&hvlocphy=9011812&hvtargid=pla-390403965501&psc=1

https://www.efavormart.com/products/60x126-premium-lace-blush-rose-gold-rectangular-oblong-tablecloth?variant=8187298349102&gclid=Cj0KCQjwhr2FBhDbARIsACjwLo17yd1BSni_4i91nXwNTVtNKZnzk3pFqPyjdnact5sKBrVrzdJTjk4aAgUYEALw_wcB

https://www.lolitawardrobe.com/yangjia-mali-huanghou-vintage-classic-lolita-shoes_p6655.html

ok i may not get the shoes but you kinda get the gist of it. my moms friend is going to make macaroons :D the party is going to be at my local party for that serene look. but really because my best friend said her mom didnt like her going to other people's houses. my (bio) dad is buying me all these things if i keep the house clean up to my bday date soo yeah

okay, so my moms new boyfriend got me a necklace and I think i lost it. its currently 2:18 and im seeing shadow people and im slightly scared but eh Rip that P ayeeee~ lmao

ok so my birthday is on june 11 and I'm really looking forward to it because I want to throw a fancy Hime Lolita, Rococo, Marie Antoinette, tea party, and maybe watch some barbie movies or something.This sounds like a fairy tale right. yeah it really does, i hope someone comes to my party though. I haven't had a birthday party since a long time ago, 5 maybe. anyways I'm really excited for it and hopes it'll be a great time with my friends. I'll keep you guys up dated

Okay this isnt a shocker to me i was planning to fail to go to another school from the get-go but damn. I never fail this bad i'll keep you guys updated on what happens. school work and everything is tough and pilling up :/ i also have summer school which its a bummer. But the best part about reaching rock bottom is that the only way to go it up.:3

I never knew colonizers took over africa- We learning about Nelson Mandela yalls. BLM ( no bc wtf i didnt know they did that i mean yeah they colonized america and almost everywhere else but africa damn thats a bit much yk )

I really like this website,and I really want to talk to someone on here dm me if you want. I dont want it in my comments.

YALL, i have finals next week and i might fail. Kinda scared tbh. But i'll try my best, going to study all day today, wish me luck >w<.

so i was wondering about making my blog like tweets or mini diary entry thingys im not going to do something too personal i might do one tomorrow bc its really late goodnight everyone. or good morning however you're reading this.