desperation

I didn't go to work today because I wanted to study for my makeup exam and I got a call while I was studying. I didn't answer and let it go to voicemail. it was my manager and I have to call her back. I told myself I would call after my test. so I took my test. I couldn't study at all. I think I have adhd. I wanted to focus so badly but I just couldn't. I bombed this test so badly and I don't know what to do next. this was the first ever math class I got an A in all my high school math classes. however, I did really bad on this. I feel like I let down my teacher, especially because I loved her so much. now Im nervous to call my manager because its been over 5 hours. what the fuck do I do