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Baby I can't think about you
Anymore.
My heart keeps slipping out and
Falling on the floor.
Every time I hear your voice
I feel I need to cry
For every moment that goes by
I'm sure that I will die.

This love of ours, how can it be,
When you're so far away?
All that we can do is talk,
And there's nothing I ever say.

I'd like to touch you here and now,
To see if you are real
But since I can do no such thing
Let me tell you how I feel...

(chorus)

I'm falling in, falling out
Of love with you.
I just can't seem to figure out
If I really do.
I'm slipping out, slipping in
Of reality;
You're everywhere I look and you're
Everyone I see...

(jam time)

Heaven is a thousand miles away!!
My future depends on you;
My happiness hangs on what you say.

I've got nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
Baby leave me alone
By forever being by my side...

(back to chorus)

It hurts so bad

I could die

I look to you

I look to why

I don't even look

To myself the same

Yet for all the anguish

I'm glad you came.

In broken thoughts

In screaming abyss

Always seeking

That thing I miss.

This battle lost

To demonic praise

Yet never holding to

This misguided phase.

I shall hope,

I shall pray

May love preserve

My heart to stay.

I have a secret no one knows,
About a certain man.
He thinks he is someone he's not.
And that's his master plan.

He believes people to love him instead,
And cater to his every whim,
I'm sorry to say he's over his head,
And I know the man can't swim.

Close to him, I'd say I was,
If I wasn't so full of shame.
I'd tell him all this too because,
He thinks life's just a game.

Why can't you see, you nutty fool.
That these are just figments and dreams.
For when you go and be a tool,
You're taking it to the extremes.

I'll talk to her for you m'boy,
You don't have to live a lie,
Don't let the fake one destroy,
the apple of your eye.

So sorry m' lad.
That it can't be had,
Your world of make-believe.
It's not because,
or who you was,
or how hard you try to weave.

Or why it is in your nightmares,
You feel empty and on your own,
You can't bring back your love with prayers,
So leave the dead alone.

I have a secret know one knows,
About a certain man.
The crazy nut wears my clothes,
Catch him if you can.

Veins - (I never do)
Choke -
Blind - (I never try)
Smother -

Wife - (I turned them too)
Sis -
Friend - (No wonder why)
Lover -

Fear - (Itching pain)
Grasp -
Frozen - (Calloused smile)
Gray -

Past - (All done in)
Night -
Future - (Down the aisle)
Day -

Retreat - (Quick to jump)
Terse -
Shiver - (Quick to blame)
Rend -

Heartbeat - (Thine burden clump)
Curse -
Cancer - (Tossed into flame)
End -

Silence sleeps,
Silence creeps,
Silence covers everything.

When I fall,
Behind my wall,
Silence judges everything.

Hear me stare,
Watch me swear,
Silence bullies everything.

I feel it loom,
In my room,
Silence spies on everything.

It brings me past,
To which I bask,
Silence remembers everything.

I taste the dead,
Inside my head,
Silence dictates everything.

I would walk away,
From where I lay,
But silence......covers everything.

A Good Life and then After

I'm very glad,
For the good and the bad;
The work,
The Weary,
The Pain.

I'll hold my head high,
And fight till I die;
When I hope,
To love you,
Once Again.

Head is fuzzy, feeling faint.
Wish I was somewhere I ain't.
Heaven's edge a murky mire,
to which my heart's perspire.
Not yet a mountain, not yet a bird.
I go from here,
unloved,
unheard.

I have you
Sweet Blood
I know you
Bitter Love

Apostasy and perversion
lie dead awake
Desire and excursion
die by mistake

I truly miss you
Oh darling I've not met
I truly love you
My beloved ghost girl pet

Your Chrysalis cage
My Heart's wage
What has come before, within, now existential
Shall Never Age