random things that give me gender

my brain is mixing up gender envy and gender euphoria so imma post both

                1.boyfriend/keith (fnf)

https://i.pinimg.com/originals/d8/c1/1c/d8c11c98b73e9f91a239cbd70d5be2fe.png
i just want to look like him so bad, like if i looked like him id have enough confidence to fight god

                2. pico (fnf)

https://www.spriters-resource.com/resources/sheet_icons/142/145089.png
just tell me he doesnt look cool

               3. schlatt's evil laugh

https://64.media.tumblr.com/15450a8cd606bd68db70723a61c87a02/8b40eb30b29007b1-77/s1280x1920/451a1f4eb29e68e1247c994fafe46046e9cabb1b.png
lik ik ik he good a good character and all but his evil laugh make my brain go jhxcbhdvhwfbhjefvwb
art credit: catmochi_ on tumblr

              4. this image

https://i.pinimg.com/564x/78/03/36/78033657ae7fae0b952e57845041a64f.jpg
that deku isnt it? i dont like that its deku but whatever, i just want to vibes of this image without like the sexulal engery . . . . you know. ew cant believe i said that about a deku fanart >:P

               5. um

https://i.pinimg.com/564x/bc/03/bb/bc03bbc37ae6a462ea3b9890ccaa1a47.jpg
i cant explain this

               6. ummm

https://i.pinimg.com/564x/4d/dd/b1/4dddb1c09efcd0a6dcdb9c6b12bf0017.jpg
ummmm.....

              7. this

https://i.pinimg.com/564x/2e/ff/68/2eff683fbb1eba36fef4cc926c9e85f0.jpg
can i look like this but not too feminine?? idk but i like this vibe

              8. enderman 

https://cdn.mos.cms.futurecdn.net/ns6ycKMvBtNbbY5WcxxS3k.jpg
yes

             9. bee

https://cdnb.artstation.com/p/assets/images/images/026/334/669/large/maik-arnold-bee-minecraft-hd.jpg?1588511331
mmmmmmmm

             10. creeper

https://static.turbosquid.com/Preview/2016/03/14__23_58_21/MinecraftCreeper02.jpg2a29f0cd-04de-4935-998b-8fe7735414efLarge.jpg
how??

             11. fangs

https://i.pinimg.com/236x/bd/02/9c/bd029c2d88b170e695b287bfc1cddd5a.jpg
fangs go ouch

        yeah might add more but brain go brrrr rn