Quarentine Blog

Hello and Welcome to my quarentine blog updated weekly to keep track of my sanity:

22/03: Meanwhile I'm still my normal autistic self, I do miss my bf a bit and my friend (we didn't have time to get very close since we where both very busy with work and a bit socially awkward). I've been reading ("Othello"), playing games (93 realms and Tetris), and watching tv (especially the original "Twilight Zone") to pass the time.

28/03: My sanity is still alright (by my standards at least) and I continue doing much of the same stuff as last time, it gets quite monotonous and sometimes feel bored. My first week of online classes was alright though I did have some tech troubles, but I at least my kitten gave me company as I studied! I've decided to do a myspace survey cause why not!!

05/04: I'm really pissed at my Social Studies teacher, he knows we're in a shitty situation and he gives us a bloody research project, so I have to waste more time and energy into that pseudo-humanitarian leftist bullshit class of his!! I also had some really vivid dreams these last few nights, Friday I dreamed that my Persian cat was still alive (he died about a month ago), it was rather happy, but I cried so much when I woke up. Anyway, I'm almost done with my book (only 20 more pages), I'm liking it but the play format bothers me a bit, and I watched a movie this moring called Scum, it was good, but very sad.

11/04: I'm getting kind of sad and lonely, I might be getting into a little bit of depression. It's been very difficult to manage my responsabilities with the online classes, and that's really pissing me off. I had a lot of difficulty sleeping last night and I woke up at 1:00 pm today!! I also had this really fucked up dream... Well I've decided to write a blog on favorites and things I like because that usually make me feel better.

19/04: When is this going to end?! I feel so... AHHHH! Anyway, I started reading "Thérèse Raquim" by Émile Zola this Wednesday, 'cause it's been a while since I've read anything French and reading usually lifts my spirits. Apparently i'm now required to do Phys. Ed. online class (as if I wasn't required to do enough online classes in the first place) and I have so much late work... I started having full conversations with myself (lmao). Anyway I eventually decided to revisit Trollbox, and I had fun encountering some old friends.

23/04: I know it's not protocol to blog on thursday but I really have to get this out of myself! Anyway this night I had trouble sleeping and I had this terrible nightmare that someone in my family (that I love very much) was raped. I luckily don't remember much detail other than that but by god was it scary and terrifying! I woke up sweating cold.

26/04: I can't believe it but i got a new kitty!!! After all these terrible can bereavements I've had over that last year (2 from old age, 2 because of that rabid beast my neighbours call a dog that still deserves to die the most paiful death imaginable!) one of my mum's friends said that she had a litter of kittens she was giving away and asked us if we wanted one. I was a bit reclutant at first (I still feel a lot of guilt for the death of my Persian cat, that has been with me ever since I was 9 years old until that fucking dog...) but we decided to pick one up, he's a cute little tabby, longhaired with a white belly, only a month old. We were having trouble deciding the name, but I think we'll settle with Pan.

03/05: I'm really loving my new kitten! He loves lay on my lap and snuggle me :) and he's great company for my online classes, he also sleeps with me at night. I also broke the monotony this weekend; I went out to lunch with my dad, since I havent seen him in a while. I'm also reading some nice sci-fi stories for school; Nightfall by Isaac Asimov (required) and The Colour Out Of Space by H.P Lovecraft (my choice).