breaking character for a moment just to say PLEEEASE follow/add me elsewhere. i am so lonely. i have a discord server if anyone wants to join it and make words at me. please. please. please.
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thank you all again for choosing to witness my existence.
another reminder that you are all invited to participate in my corner of the internet by following me across all medias listed on my contact blog. i love you.

i am very proud of my new carrd, by the way.
view it here.
https://ephemerol.carrd.co/

INSTAGRAM : SCANNERFILM
TUMBLR : SILENTPILLED
RPH TUMBLR : GHOULSOURCES
TWITTER : RABID1977 / I ROLEPLAY AS #NIGHTBREED
DISCORD : HELLBOUND#0666
EVERSKIES : SCANNERFILM
LETTERBOXD : FRANKZSLADE
LASTFM : GHOULAHAD
ORIGIN : ALPHAGHOULS
STEAM : WORTZIK
SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/user/y0855lzmxxisqumsi8ng0t9s4?si=umtqMWYYRo6jhm9KJKFRzQ

my current biggest comfort characters are PATRICK BATEMAN ( american psycho ) and BO SINCLAIR ( house of wax ).
yes, i know i have questionable taste.
patrick's playlist [ wip ] : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7bieYQBramBXlKHEbf4YLE?si=8979Y3LqRAqXHTiXKwbf9g
bo's playlist : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4apwxaa2PnsQNFSIPXoa79?si=YoIxXxg8S1OfmeMOUJ0z0g

ULTIMATE CCs / FICTIONAL OTHERS.

pinhead - hellraiser (romantic, non-kin related)
doctor philip decker - nightbreed (romantic, semi non-kin related)
darryl revok - scanners (romantic, non-kin related)
damien karras - the exorcist (romantic, kin related)
alex murphy / robocop - robocop (1987) (romantic, non-kin related)

OTHERS.

christopher carrion - abarat (romantic, non-kin related)
maul, kylo ren - star wars (romantic, non-kin related)
din djarin - the mandalorian (romantic, non-kin related)
michael myers - halloween (romantic, non-kin related)
tony soprano, jennifer melfi - the sopranos (romantic, non-kin related)
papa emeritus ii + iii - ghost (romantic + platonic, non-kin related)
michael, fredo, sonny corleone - the godfather (platonic, familial, + romantic, semi-kin related)
tommy, sam - mafia de (romantic + platonic, kin related)
vito scaletta - mafia 2 (romantic, non-kin related)
all characters played by al pacino, michael ironside, lee pace

SELFHOOD.

arkin obrien - the collector (2008)
cameron vale - scanners (1981)
craig mcdermott - american psycho on broadway
roman bridger - scream 3 (2000)
doctor temperance brennan - bones
zombie + vampire + dog otherkin
( english cream retriever , doberman , rottweiler )

PRIMARY.

zack addy - bones
tom hagen - the godfather series
paviche largo - repo! the genetic opera (2008)
ziggy stardust ( character, not bowie )
paulie - mafia: definitive edition (2020)
al neri - the godfather series
katana - highlander 2 (1991)
specs - insidious series
max renn - videodrome (1983)
joe dyer - the exorcist (1973)
obi-wan, hux, cal kestis - star wars universe
randal, bartleby - view askewniverse
skeksil/chamberlain - the dark crystal (1982)
plague, huntress - dbd
starscream - transformers
omega - ghost (band)

SECONDARY.

copia & aether - ghost (band)
boone, narcisse - nightbreed (1990)
donnie darko - donnie darko (2001)
jack twist - brokeback mountain (2005)
dwight fairfield - dbd
sniper joe - the protomen
smokescreen, jack darby - transformers: prime
sam witwicky - bayverse transformers
tailgate - transformers: mtmte comics
sideswipe - transformers: robots in disguise
proinsias cassidy - preacher show + comics
gordon clark - halt and catch fire
ian mckinley - final destination 3 (2006)
spencer reid - criminal minds
randy meeks - scream 1 + 2
boober fraggle - fraggle rock

TERTIARY.

kyle reese - the terminator (1984)
domino - ghost (band)(oc)
eron keen - upgrade (2018)
newt geiszler - pacific rim series
arthur - inception (2010)
peter friedkin - final destination 5 (2011)
james - silent hill 2
adam - saw (2004)
christian - the accountant (2016)
ren - oxenfree
tim/masky - marble hornets
matt hooper - jaws (1975)
cicada + ghost + demon otherkin

FILM.

- scanners (1981)
- hellraiser (1987)
- american psycho (2000)
- nightbreed (1990)
- robocop (1987)
- naked lunch (1991)

• really any film by david cronenberg or clive barker
• the scream films
• 2001: a space odyssey (1969)
• the love witch (2016)
• jaws (1975)
• house of wax (2005)
• the texas chainsaw massacre films
• taxi driver (1976)
• the godfather trilogy
• the exorcist (1973)
• goodfellas (1990)
• the dark crystal (1982)
• labyrinth (1986)
• carrie (1976)
• pet sematary (1986)

LITERATURE.

currently reading: abarat by clive barker, the damnation game by clive barker

• jaws by peter benchley
• lucky luciano: the man who organized crime in america by hickman powell
• any book or work by clive barker
  want to read: consumed by david cronenberg, cabal by clive barker, naked lunch by william s burroughs, qveer by william s burroughs

MUSIC.

- ghost
- david bowie
- new order

• molchat doma
• fields of the nephilim
• bauhaus
• joy division
• rolling stones
• bob dylan
• roxy music
• brian eno
• john cale
• ministry
• machine girl
• kfc murder chicks
• xiu xiu
• death in june
• leonard cohen
• cradle of filth
• venom
• repugnant
• burzum
• mayhem
• jobriath
• clan of xymox
• magna carta cartel
• priest
• KMFDM
• culture club
• BUCK-TICK
• malice mizer
• the gazette
• huey lewis and the news
• the cure
• the sisters of mercy
• drab majesty
• korn
• depeche mode
• rammstein
• eureka machines
• camouflage
• howard shore's scores
• pulp
• blur
• synthpop , synthwave, darkwave, newwave, numetal, industrial, prog rock, hard rock, classic rock, vkei, jrock, glam rock

TELEVISION.

• twin peaks (1990-1991, 2017)
• the sopranos (1997/1999-2008)
• bones (2005-2017)
• jim henson's creature shop challenge (2014)

THEATER.

- american psycho

• falsettos
• newsies
• cats

GAMING.

i mostly prefer to play on PS4, but i do have a steam account.
- the silent hill franchise

• the sims franchise
• star wars battlefront ii
• call of duty
• minecraft (java/pc)
• dead by daylight
• mafia : definitive edition
• the fallout series
• stardew valley
• doom

MISC.

• puppets / muppets / jim henson
• html coding / web design ( outside of myspace... )
• roleplaying
• photoshop / photo editing / psd making
  - wrestling ( watching )
• broadcasting / video journalism
• marching band
• filmmaking
  - forensic anthropology
  - the mafia

PEOPLE.

acting.

- peter weller
- michael ironside
- ewan mcgregor
- patrick wilson

• adam driver
• al pacino
• robert de niro
• liev schreiber
• roy scheider
• michael ironside
• josh duhamel
• benjamin walker
• lee pace
• david boreanaz

directing.

- clive barker
- david cronenberg
- paul verhoeven

• ari aster
• leigh whannell

wrestling.

- cody rhodes
- maxwell jacob friedman

• dustin rhodes / goldust
• el desperado
• jay white
• penta el zero m
• rey fenix
• fuego del sol
• darby allin
• kenny omega
• jungle boy
• the undertaker
• chris jericho