"Just tired"-my poem

"How are you?"
"Just tired"

I feel like a record,
Constantly replaying the same response over and over again.

I'm scared of how they would see me if I opened up,
If I answered differently.

Would they even care?
Would they simply shrug my feelings off if I told them?

"How are you?"
"I'm not okay,
I spend my evenings crying, knowing it won't ever get better.
Knowing I won't ever be the same girl I was just 3 months ago."

-p/k