I just wanna have a good ass relationship but I can't even get it. Some people are hard to get and when you get em they just treat you like shit. I mean holy fuck, are good guys actually that hard to come around?

name:: bekah
nickname:: bek, chains, safety pins
how old are you:: 16
zodiac sign:: capricorn
current location:: utah
eye color:: brown/hazel
hair color:: brown
hair type:: straight asf and it pisses me off
height:: 5'3"
your heritage:: italian, russian, german, etc. basically white asf
what's your middle name:: Elizabeth
shoe's you wore today:: vans
your weakness:: Innocent: being tickled and being yelled at by family. Dirty: being pushed up against a wall and being choked
your fear:: not knowing what is in the darkness
goal you would like to achieve this year:: make something out of myself
first thought when you wake up:: "shit, i need to take a piss"
best physical feature:: my nose
who is your bestest freind:: ari and taela (yall dont know em lolz)
when is your bedtime:: shit, i head to bed round 9-9:30 cuz i love me sum sleep
your most cherished memory:: shit, i got too many
pepsi or coke:: neither
mc donald's or burgerking:: bk
single or group dates:: never been on a date b4-
what is the last song you sang:: Nineteen by Lil Peep
does playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive:: ion know man
what is your biggest pet peeve:: people chewing with their mouths open
do you drink:: yuh
ever been drunk:: once, didn't like it
do you smoke:: yep
do you "SMOKE":: weed is my life man
do you sing:: sometimes
do you want to go to college:: culinary school
have you ever been in love:: a few times yes but love is shitty
do you want to get married:: i do but im afraid of heartbreak
do you believe in yourself:: not really :/
do you believe in others:: if they deserve to be believed in man
do you like thunderstorms:: i love them, i can sleep easier when its thundering
do you play an instrument:: nope but i wanna learn to play the electric guitar
what do you want to be when you grow up:: idk
what country would you like to visit:: japan and south korea
how many CD's do you own:: none
how many DVD's do you own:: idfk
how many tattoo's do you have:: 1
how many piercings do yo have:: 2 gonna be 5 this summer
how many things in the past do you regret:: way too many things

Take these please: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yTIA2Bks48n4WoGBtQjoO?si=pMURMKFOQviETGYjqLRp_g
Why aren't you dead yet?!: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7merrhHGAJJHPbDvQ2kOG8?si=bkmKqW8TTnqgN0b7ObgtKQ
Lil Peep 🌠🖤: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4vd7R0gSXyVzRvNRa6RoS1?si=a2e34HoeScK2LPKi_C44Aw
Just run away and experience life: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1uCZTmMRacH7R93pBQoN8v?si=JEv64qjpSR6VT464PTZV9w
Just Songs: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2lp04G7XVdD98yqXzNkdNO?si=Pzu7ZlngRmmL4KYpkM4Gxw
On cloud nine: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/55xiVxEi24V653SqCc5jW2?si=s4epFO2FTUGDSUn7UVmMgQ
Out of control: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2qXmqLPflVbJs2jJteYYOS?si=J9VdAmf-TRO0JeTFOYOgiQ
Music to scream to while driving down the highway at 1am: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/24TMQhVvlTsJoJlerCGFyf?si=JWr8spepSJGEhohCgt0dTw