Sooo basically i just made my parents realize that they arent as great as they thought and that i dont actually feel good around them and i think theyre really angry now :DD we love supporting parents, right?

i feel like im out of my body. im just not in that universe. i dont care about my school, because i feel like im somewhere else. besides, whats the point? i mean, i know i won't make it. i know im gonna be dead before end of highschool. i will not have any future, so why should i try? my family keeps telling me that "i shouldnt do it, because theres so many things to live for" but they dont see, that being here brings me so much pain, like, i know, there is lot of things to live for, but i just dont have energy. i dont have any energy to stay alive.
anyway, hope that none of you will ever feel the same way,
Chuu

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