Hey

I wanna say its been about a year since ive havent been on this website, idk how to feel since i dont really talk to anyone on here. But im willing to at least try. Anyways ik no one really cares since i dont think anyone will look into this or see it.But ig it feels as if i cant really speak, mainly to my parents on how i feel and why i feel as if i dont belong here. this was months ago but i told my mom i wanted to kill myself, or she found out. And it felt like it didnt really matter but she punished me. Ofc it didnt make sence cuz why would you punish someone bc they want to kill themselfs? Anyways.