school

schools coming to an end!!1! yay!!! but i haven't turned in my work and im failing all my classes my family and mostly my dad will be very mad at me and i probably wont have the best summer but hopefully they dont hurt me in anyway maybe they will take it easy idk but ive been wanting to tell my dad im pansexual but i cant really tell him because he acts homophobic sometimes even though he said hed support me. he also told me i have to be 13 to know what sexuality i was and that i was just confused (i hadn't told him but he found a message where i said i was gay) hes very manipulative too he keeps making me feel bad for every singe thing i do, my sister has also been acting rude with me she keeps hurting me and calling me things and stuff like that but the thing is that she get very violent she keeps hurting me in ways i wish she didnt like physically hurting me n stuff but also mentaly she keeps asking me to kill myself i cant keep up with this anymore i just want to give up ut i also cant i dont want to make anyone sad because of me maybe just maybe ill run away my sister told me its for the better but im not sure. i really want to give up and end it all but im just waiting for another way out and boy is my family getting impatient! anyways i hope you guys dont end up like me love you all do your homework take breaks drink water and try to eat something! LOVE YOU ALLL BYEEEEE!!!1!!1!!