i haven't been on much bc i was depressed
its starting to get better which is good!! :D
im thinking of changing my name to oz maybe?
i chose a different name i liked for here bc im nervous of ppl finding me
i still like damien a lot but i also rly like oz!!

i want school 2 end already so i can go get some food
and to keep playing monster prom/camp or minecraft
here are some rats
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the title has nothing to do with this i just didnt know what to title it
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im hyperfixating on saiki k rn so im trying to finish watching all of it then ill start the manga
i wanna get the little plush of him its so cute
im exctied for next weekend bc ill see my partner :D
idk if we'll see eachother on valentines day but i hope we can!! im trying to decide on what i should get or make for him
here are some frogs
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https://static.boredpanda.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/frog-photography-27__880.jpg

it is new month
i got snacks today
i have those airhead bites and fruit gummy
i am happy
i will play some minecraft soon
my stomach has been hurting lately
i want to play dnd
excited for tomorrow because my family got the baby from the rosca last month and theyre going to get dinner for everyone tomorrow
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minecraft :)
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i woke up
i miss my bf
i ate sour candy and remembered how ur tongue can peel if u eat too much sour candy
played minecraft, i made a big house and listened to the aerois podcast, plz dont spoil anything im only on 5 part 2
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i wanna go thrifting again, last time i went i got a funky trench coat, blazer, skirt, and smth else i forgot
also i need more cds
the ones i made wont work on my car
this is just a rant
its nice to get my thoughts out like this
oooooooooooo aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ooooooooooooooooooo
i gotta take my meds 4 sleep soon, i wanna play minecraft again
look at this cute gif :D
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It's snowed today. I took my medicine. I showered. I finished my test, I hope my mom is proud. I hope I can see my boyfriend this weekend, I want to give him his gift. I feel weird because I took my ADHD meds, so the noise in my head is quieter. I want to draw but everything I've drawn recently I hate. I have therapy today so I'll talk to my therapist about the thoughts I've been having. I want to get better, it's just that my depression has gotten so bad recently.