I just got my poni beads in the mail today and I'm making bracelets for all my anime waifus (and I'm debating making one for my favorite KPop boy Karl Marx) and I'm so happy!!!!! Idk how to post images on here but I'll try to learn sometime soon to show you all the kandi I've made!!!!!

Hell yeah first scenekid thing where I use my Myspace page as like a personal diary/place to rant!!!

But all jokes aside, I'm genuinely getting tired of the being the one who's always taking the lead or control of all my romantic endeavors. Like, for once in my life I don't want to be in control of things you know. I want to be the one that's like flirted with or asked on dates but it always feels like if I don't do something they won't either man. It's so fucking frustrating!

Like I'm a submissive brat. That's what I prefer to be in my ship dynamics, but that never seems to work out irl. I'm the one initiating conversations, I'm the one trying to set up dates, Im the one doing everything and then it just hits a brick wall each time. I just wish I could find me that dom lesbian of my dreams that will treat ME like the princess and not the other way around.

Probably will never happen, but I can dream...

I'm genuinely so excited that this site exists! Like super hyped!!!! MySpace died when I was about 12 so I never got to live the scene life that I always wanted. Never got to have MySpace, never went to Warped Tour, never got to dye my hair, hell I wasn't even allowed to listen to non-christian music!

But now I'm an adult. I can finally become the scene queen that I've always wanted to be. Cringe be damned!!! This is the happiest I've been in a long time like I finally feel like I've found something for myself that I love. I'm just happy!!!!