Okay so I'm both lactose intolerant and meat intolerant (The same thing that happens when a lactose intolerant person eats dairy happens when I eat meat) and I seem to hate myself because I keep putting myself through hell :)
Last night I ate like 4 chicken wings and was in the bathroom right after I finished eating it. So this morning since my stomach didn't hold my dinner I was really hungry and decided to make breakfast. I made coffee too. My stomach is doing cartwheels and I gonna be in the bathroom in a little bit. I hate it here.

Side note:
How am I fat when I can barely even eat anything anymore?

WHY ARE ALL OF MY MOST INTERACTVE FRIENDS LEAVING ;-;

Izuku Nomu au

• (Basically the first episode but maybe more inner dialogue)
• After All Might tells him he can't be a hero he just kinda stands there for a while thinking everything through but depsides not to jump
• He walks home (He takes a different way home so he doesn't even see bakugo)
• When he gets home dinner is already on the tables but Inko is no where to be seen (In this au she stills feeds him and give him what he needs and somethings he want she just ignores him. If he wants to ask her something he has to leave a note because she refuses to talk to him)
• Next day when he's walking to school he's see's the news on his phone that his childhood friend is dead
• The whole school day is a blur and he doesn't realize what going on until it's starting to get dark and he realizes that he's no where near home.
• He starts wondering the streets trying to find his way home until he finds a bar. He walks in hoping someone can tell him where he is
• As soon as he walks in he's attacked by Shigaraki (It wasn't open, Izuku didn't see the sign but thought it was because he saw lights on inside)
• Shigaraki askes him who sent him and what he's doing there. Izuku becomes and crying mess giving barely audible answers
• Shigaraki decides that he likes Izuku and kidnaps him
• Shigaraki tells AFO about him and AFO requests to see him
• When they meet he tells Izuku to tell him about himself and AFO finds out that he's quirkless
• AFO summons Shigaraki back and convinces him that Izuku would be better as a Nomu like Korogiori
• Izuku goes through days of painful testing in and out of consciousness
• When he finally wakes up for good he's brought AFO and introduced to Korogiri
• Korogiri teaches him how to control his powers while Izuku fight migraines and strange memories that he doesn't remember
• When the L.O.V. capture Bakugou Izuku doesn't get to help yet but he is in the same room ( its because he doesn't have the best handle of his quirk yet)
• When he sees bakugou all his memories come back to him and he ends up passing out
• By the time he wakes up he's surrounded by a whole bunch of pros and a police officer and he's in a jail cell
• The officer is "The Plain Guy" and they find out that he's just a kind that was experimented on
• He becomes apart of 1-A and their all very wary of him at first but soon they all worm up to him
• It then kinda just followes the storyline from there but with izuku having an upgraded version of korogiris quirk and the Villains constally trying to get Izuku back and kill All Might at the same time.

My moms being homophobic and transphobic again. God, I can't wait to leave this house. I truly love her but it so tiring hearing how she feels about it and know that I'm bi and genderfluid. I just want to end it all but have none of them remember me so that they won't be sad. I know they love me and I love them too but hearing the content "How do you wake up and be gay?" "Women don't belong with women just like men don't belong with men" really isn't good for my mental health.

I didn't notice but thanks for 200 friends and all the nice comments all of you have made :)

Izuku traitor/vigilante au PLEASE SOMEONE WRITE THIS I'M BEGGING

• Izuku is accused for being the traitor by kiri and kami who found his notebooks
• Izuku gets interrogated by police (specifically "The plain guy") and comes to find out he's not the creator
• Izuku then proceeds to drop out due to this
• Izuku then begins to wonder the street, not wanting to go home fearing his mother being upset (of course she wouldn't be but anxiety sucks)
• Stain find Izuku as he is curled up in an alley wondering what he did to deserve this.
• Izuku befriends stain. Teaching him that he doesn't need to kill to stop unhelpful hero's.
• Izuku and stain finds power/fame hungry hero's, and help them become actually good people
• Stain then ends up leaving Izuku one day
• Izuku then starts accidently running into Aizawa and even gets held in a convo with him and starts taunting him. ending their interaction with "See ya Aizawa-sensei"
• Aizawa has a life crises trying to figure out just who tf he was and then realization dons on him. He takes this up with "Plain guy" and nezu
• Izuku gets caught lacking and ends up on the news (this is when class 1A is in their 2ed year) Bakugo and todoroki immedently ends up taking this to Aizawa only to find out that he already knows and that they won't be able to help
• of course they don't take no for an answer so they end up investigating with each other.
• They play a tedious game of cat and mouse until they finally get Izuku
• When caught Izuku get angry and sad all at once and ends up crying out his feeling and how being accused made him feel and so on
• They hug and they all feel better
• Everything doesn't quite goes back to normal though. Izuku is now a Sarcastic, snarky, confident, prank loving, little shit.
• Although he bring hell upon all his classmates, teachers, and villain's he encounters they still love and missed him oh so much (minus the villains of course)

Who ever made me did an horrible job.

1. I fear no god
2. I don't fear death
3. I'm pretty
4. I'm clumsy
5. I'm blunt
6. I have all the self confidence in the world but zero self preservation
7. I have a serious death wish
   I am living off of spite and spite alone and as soon as I get away from the hellhole I call my family. I will be a forced to be reckoned with.

(yes I'm aware that the title has nothing to do with the actual blog, that's not the point. Fear me.)

So I'm coming out as a...

Endeavor simp
(Yes, I still hate him but you can't deny the fact that he's a hot, big, Dilf)

Also as a side note I am also a Natsu simp

The next time something bad happens I'm just going to simultaneously combust, and no one can stop me.

I just got a hamster about a week ago. Turns out it was sick and it died yesterday. At least my dad said that we could get a new one today? 😔