whoops i didn't make a blog for three months how does that happen

anyway tomorrow i'm teaching an english class

this is strange for three apparent reasons

1) i'm not a teacher
2) i don't know english
3) to this day i do not know how i got here

so now i have four hours worth of lesson to plan out and idk what i'm doing and i want to spin in my chair while shooting it at everything in my vicinity except my cat (2kyut4shüt)

also i added like a bunch of people on discord but never talked to them sorry i am not good at approaching people

hope you are doing well myspace webzone have a good experience

hello and welcome to content
i set up a new, more painful webzone design. so i thought i'll drop old stuff here when changing it out so i forget that it exists better. eventually i'll run out of blog space and put a link to a proper mega archive idk.
please check back at a later date so you too can forget this content exists with me

mp3s:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YBTCkJrerM
https://soundcloud.com/the-meme-galley/linkin-kart
https://soundcloud.com/cutewink/brrrruh

hello and welcome to the blog (warning: contains blogging)

the year is ok i guess??
1st day was very not ok. everyone was drunk and i don't like drinking so i wasn't drunk so i couldn't be drunk enough to not care that everything is rowdy and noisy. i already don't like crowds or loud things so this was not a pleasant experience. i was sleeping at 2 pm as you do and they kept waking me up so i would sell them alcohol (not even go to the store and buy some, just magically have some and sell it to them). very annoying. ended up locking my room and 2nd day is happening rn and i want to be the anime girl (anime girls are cute, i am not cute)

this anime girl:
https://i.imgur.com/sOcBPEZ.png
her hair feels like it'd be the softest thing on earth and i love her necklace with the cute lapis heart and how the tone matches her eyes and that floral pattern dress suits her so well and
nb: please send mail if you know how to make empty lines in markdown. i am missing empty lines, i put them there and they do not appear please the text wall is blocking my sunlight i am the palest of all ghosts provide unto me the empty lines thank you ikurai you are cool and good and so are your posts

a discord server i'm in is doing new year's resolutions and i don't even have a resolution. i don't know how this year will exist. it's probably a scam and next week we'll be told we're still in 2020 but nobody went outside to check.
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/794623191918182420/794733126215532594/ezgif-6-ac62eae6285c.gif
i was already a shut-in before 2020 happened but i can count the times i went outside on the fingers of my hands and that's probably not good. since i was little people warned me that if you don't go outside enough you won't be able to go outside enough even if you wanted to.
i'd like to go to the beach once i become the cute anime girl so i can be on the beach and read cutely. for more information please visit the image above the above image

i've also been sending some of my myspace friends cute anime girls and i think they liked receiving them. please inquire within if you would like to subscribe for cute anime girl feed (there are many cute anime girls to receive, please prepare accordingly)
sound: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgQ8sa0HPtQ

on one hand i want to finish my css because i have cool ideas and cool dumb things to do with it but leaving it unfinished intentionally is also a very me thing to do so idk.
thanks for reading the blog if you liked the blog please idk i can't tell you what to do i'm some text on a page. i tried posting this and the website said that my posting is not valid and then i was logged out so i guess that's why it was not valid but it was still mean stop bullying my blog tom i have not signed any bullying requisition forms for you

ok take care

• 9688 people yesterday/2 days ago didn't have avatars

• too many people use 3d people as avatars
  now i gotta delete them from the set. thanks??

• the whole set is like 12 gigs of avatars
  the largest are like 8 mb, is that as far as you can go? idk i never checked)

• like 20 people each use either one of those:
  https://i.imgur.com/P0r5iCF.mp4
  https://i.imgur.com/fAV28AM.mp4
  imgur converted them into mp4s. mp4s are not even a good compression format. all my homies hate imgur

• special mention: https://i.imgur.com/zosbvvE.jpg
  bless all of u for making cool avatars for me to steal and use for nefarious purposes, love u <3

merry new year's and happy easter idk i don't know how holidays work. enjoy current year+1

i have not slept for 30 hours

tell me about your pets

thank you ^__^