ive had the worst week ever and my heart has been aching so bad its unbearable. so ive not slept in 3 nights and plan on just staying up until my body finally shuts down so that the pain i feel just goes away.

literally stay up all day & night & only take 3 hour naps during the day so i can be sleep deprived because it makes me feel something again. def so unhealthy but wutevaaaa :p