super mad/sad vent

i have to go back to school in a few days and I am so unprepared. I literally haven't done any of the work I was supposed to plus I genuinely have no interest in seeing the rest of my grade. I don't really wanna stay home either but it's just such a pain to have to relearn how to pay attention and do work again. I wish that things never changed. I know it's my last year and i'm supposed to be like sad or excited or something like that but i'm really just annoyed and I want to be finished already. Even worse i'll have much less time for all my music stuff which is super annoying :( but it's okay i guess we'll see how things go...