i dont wanna think these things but lately ive felt that im so annoying, and that i bother my friends when i talk to them, that im not interesting enough to get to know and that nobody wants my affection or company even.
it pains me to believe that they would rather be with anybody else than with me.
i think this essentially is born from my crippling loneliness and insecurity, but how can i fix it?
needing constant reassurance makes me so high maintenance, i cant imagine someone would like talking to me.
also im like, a bitch so,,
even i cant put up with myself

ok but eve????????????????
literally my fav artist of all time !!!!!!
i found out abt him back in 2017 when i got into utaites and tbh i was in a rlly deep depression back then but his music made me want to wake up everyday and ughhhhhhh i love him so much.
now hes even made the op for jjk and ppl are starting to be aware of him and honestly??????? he deserves it
i just want to see him live at least once https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/7b53a059-8213-4ef0-bc54-aa91532c8464/d7d8ghw-f121b1cf-bc80-4585-adeb-c5f132c00ca3.gif?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOiIsImlzcyI6InVybjphcHA6Iiwib2JqIjpbW3sicGF0aCI6IlwvZlwvN2I1M2EwNTktODIxMy00ZWYwLWJjNTQtYWE5MTUzMmM4NDY0XC9kN2Q4Z2h3LWYxMjFiMWNmLWJjODAtNDU4NS1hZGViLWM1ZjEzMmMwMGNhMy5naWYifV1dLCJhdWQiOlsidXJuOnNlcnZpY2U6ZmlsZS5kb3dubG9hZCJdfQ.SeFEuF5qGVZhV8UJg5_PAE4gNkkpBUOPKsjjeMitqvo

ughhhhhhh i love omori so muchhhh
why isnt the ost on spotify yet???????? https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/3d45fd89-bbf4-468d-9286-3c844842cd0a/d5hrvnw-9e3cb15c-bddc-40da-9b9e-a93df7c41695.gif?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOiIsImlzcyI6InVybjphcHA6Iiwib2JqIjpbW3sicGF0aCI6IlwvZlwvM2Q0NWZkODktYmJmNC00NjhkLTkyODYtM2M4NDQ4NDJjZDBhXC9kNWhydm53LTllM2NiMTVjLWJkZGMtNDBkYS05YjllLWE5M2RmN2M0MTY5NS5naWYifV1dLCJhdWQiOlsidXJuOnNlcnZpY2U6ZmlsZS5kb3dubG9hZCJdfQ.TTVv7iGvsvFOPuYuezTP6KDe1dygztyJIkReDHRcUN0

i wanna find more friends so heres a lil more abt me !!! https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/3d45fd89-bbf4-468d-9286-3c844842cd0a/d5hs1cq-457dd389-679e-468c-907d-69d7f4ea806a.gif?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOiIsImlzcyI6InVybjphcHA6Iiwib2JqIjpbW3sicGF0aCI6IlwvZlwvM2Q0NWZkODktYmJmNC00NjhkLTkyODYtM2M4NDQ4NDJjZDBhXC9kNWhzMWNxLTQ1N2RkMzg5LTY3OWUtNDY4Yy05MDdkLTY5ZDdmNGVhODA2YS5naWYifV1dLCJhdWQiOlsidXJuOnNlcnZpY2U6ZmlsZS5kb3dubG9hZCJdfQ.aY6nwcGcTqLipc9NOOWLqjuUzucCkiLn4JOqJj7HMa8

• honey, 18 yo, south american
• scorpio sun, aries moon, libra rising
• isfp according to the last time i took the test lmao

i rlly like anime and manga (evangelion, chainsaw man, horimiya, umibe, jjk, love live, haikyuu, ososan, etc)!! i been meaning to read and watch more but my pea brain cant handle it so t t
my comfort charas are yamaguchi tadashi, oikawa tooru, yanagi akane, denji and the angel demon, bakugo katsuki, inumaki, scaramouche and chongyun
i dont rlly kin but heavily relate to hashimoto shun, yoshikawa yuki and kasumi miwa !!!

i also like studio ghibli movies, vocaloid, jp music (eve!!!!), sanrio and videogames<3 my favs are omori, undertale, acnh, life is strange and genshin impact !!
im currently studying japanese little by little and plan to go to japan hopefully soon :D

i think thats all ¿¿
discord if u ever wanna talk or smth: honey#4807
pls no -15 t t