im so lonely. like i have friends and a person i like and they (used to) like me back, but i still feel lonely and alone heh. i tried offing myself like a month ago and i woke up in my bed and went to school the next day as if i didn't douse myself in pills last night. ugh im extremely tired. my friend is encouraging my self harm... okay i guess, he flashed his cuts in my face last Friday. i was walking home from school and i witnessed some dude get mugged i think idk. OH MY GOD GUESS WHAT HAPPENED LIKE 3 WEEKS AGO!!! so my sister and me when to go get some slushies and some crazy bitch jump out the car and starts jumping around the street and screaming then BOOM!!THE BITCH TOOK HER UNDERWHERE AND SKIRT OFF AND STARTED SHITTING...I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD AND MY SISTER KICKED ME BECAUSE IT WAS NO LAUGHING MATTER HELP!! anyways im not okay. ily guys <33

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he said im not allowed to leave him 🤤 im in an abusive friendship rn...and its been this way for 2 years ah haha bye world

honestly at this point i'm considering ghosting everyone i know at this point because everyone is just friends with me cause they love to pity me or they feel bad for me, like no stop it pls. and i had a crush on this girl and she liked me back a lottt but i think it was my fault. each day i can feel her loose feelings and idk how i can live with myself after being the second choice for the 5th time in the last 3 years...idk why ppl find it hard to love me, i feel like im cursed because for some reason im still attached to this other boy i loved and i still do and its been 3 fricken years since he gave me a disgusting rejection...he treated me like garbage but some how i still love him a lot and i dont know why but my attachment issues are really bad and at this point im used to being abandoned because they ether give up on me or go to their first choice, i dont know what it feels like to be the first choice but whatever it is im thinking about focusing on myself instead of my horrible love life haha.