this is basically a rant of my church

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ok.
dude, almost everybody in my church is like- weird, y'know??
not because they believe in God/Jesus and i don't; i actually respect them, but-
godammit, they literally say "yes, we are very responsible with covid and we are taking this serious" wHILE LITERALLY NOONE HAS A FREAKING MASK ON--

like, duuuude- wtf

and when you ask them why tf they don't use it, they go with "it's because i have faith." and it's like--
dUDE, THAT'S NOT GONNA PROTECT YOU- I mean, i covid were something that only affected you, ok, i get it.
but you're literally put others' life in risk--

and, you're probably asking yourself "why tf is your church open in the first place and why did you go??"
or probably not, idk-

first, in my country (or i think region idk) they said, on the news that churches were reopened. but not a tiny church where you have exactly, or even less than 1 meter of distance with other person. No, they were talking of the gigantic catholic churches. not a tiny evangelic church.

and second, if i don't go they'll probably judge me, but, like the whole church- and it's like-
well, i'm sorry, i want to live! (well, not at all but- still)

it's just, they don't let you live like a normal person just because you're """"sinning""""" and it's stressing-
the fact that probably everyone will hate you because you're not how they expected, and even telling you that god also hates you because of that is sad. y'know??

like, they make you feel like a burden, but when you actually tell them you feel like a burden they say "oh, it's satans' fault. he's putting negative thoughts in your head" and it's like- ???????what???????

JAKNJSWKJKJWQKJWQKJKQWN,, well i think that's all-
i just wanted to vent about my church lmao-

probably i'll do another part of this vent, because i have to go tomorrow, and also the next day. JKANSJWJ:(
lol idk how to end this-

oh, yeah- if you're Christian, that's ok, i'm not going to judge you or something like that. and if you are christian and your church it's not like that, that's also ok. i know not all churches are this way, it's just mine the one that's like that-

uh,, and remember that you're loved, and remember to drink water <33