rant
i hate my mom sometimes, she just pisses me off so much and she hasnt even done anything bad. i think it might be cause im very dependent on her for everything and if she messes up it feels like shes doing it to purposfully hurt me. i get mad at people for no reason too like theyll do nothing and ill get so pissed off as if theyu were trying to hurt me specifically and i stay supee bitchy and mad at them for awhile even if they try and fix it immediatly. i wish i could act meaner when im angry cause i feel like everyone will get mad at me if i dont hold back and i dont wanna get punnished but i dont wanna hold back i just want to smash plates yell scream and tell everyone i hate them and them take me seriously and not think im joking. i just want to hurt these people (emotionally) even if they omly mildly hurt me i hate everyone so much everyone is so fucking annoying and never shuts the fuck up i hate them i hate them i hate them.
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i think my friends like me again,
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, i always think they like me when were hanging out but what if im just delusional amd they actually hate me and are only pretending to like me cause they dont want to be mean
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i think my friends dont like me, like sometimes i feel like they get annoyed with me cause im hella annoying and sometimes it feels like theyre purposfully avoiding talking or hanging out with me . i can tell how fed up they get with me constatntly bringing up she ra but sometimes it feels like i cant help it, anyways i understand why they hate me im a sucky person. i feel like im always the one asking to talk or hang out or txting first and they ponly respond cause they feel bad. what if im just like our old friend who we all hated but didnt know how to stop being friends with her.
anyways sorry for the rant